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- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · repostRT @J_K_Chesterton: >looking for a new PhD program >ask the department head if their department is GOF or RLHF >she doesn’t understand |pul…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · quote@chopstickfury01 @goth600 or the ducks https://x.com/ExiledInfoHaz/status/1667104887199391746
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · repostRT @averykimball: anyone want to be my guru you don't have to talk to me, i'll just use you as an excuse "my guru told me i need to do th…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@goth600 😞 goth is destroying my family
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@goth600 Ducklings can be really aggressive if you have food out at ground level, and because they're so cute you are basically powerless to do anything. They're like a little pack of cuteness maxxed piranhas. RIP to my banana
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@MeiselZachary lol why would this change that I'm mostly attracted to men?
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · repostRT @42irrationalist: @mimi10v3 > looking for a girl > ask the bartender if that girl at the bar is PRUDE or SLUT > she doesn't understand >…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · reply🫶 true friends indeed on the nazi-hunter app
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replysbg are you really gonna say I'm not in the real top 10, after everything we've been through together?
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@_holyweather @AndreasLinder10 or wait, when you say best thing twitter has done for you, do you mean my gender swap that resulted from this tweet 🐣 or something else?
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@_holyweather @AndreasLinder10 lol, so am I the odd one for saying I'll grow my own damn fruit?
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@neirenoir the sort of content that makes me conclude I'd rather be a man than a woman
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · quotethose who would make womanhood impossible will make FtM transitions inevitable 🫶 https://x.com/ExiledInfoHaz/status/1478016159052181509
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex hah is it? I was hoping to ask you more abt it...
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply(ftr the OP said autistic men become 10x engineers and autistic women post eating disorder content on twitter)
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@shinygoldbars 🫡🖖
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@neirenoir @naughtttt I tried edibles and very much disliked the feeling of being a moron. It's for reprocessing trauma behind the anxiety, not something I wanna take all the time
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · reply(like, to me it kinda seems like the man stereotypes sound like rational adults and the women stereotypes sound like they're making fun of women... but that's how a man brain would perceive of it right?)
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replylol it's better for your blood pressure this way 🫶
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replyha I'm gonna be meeeee 🫶🌸🫶 see my Twitter feed, I'll keep QTing all the examples where ppl say stuff abt men vs women and I always 100% fall into the man side
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah haha- for ppl who only vote once every 4 years they should vote in their local election primaries rather than the presidential general
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · quotesee, I'm a man 🫶 https://x.com/dotnetschizo/status/1667022802820665344
- Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@lil__criminal @exitperfect common side effect of cult brainwashing
- Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replyhah yes this! I kinda tuned out of news once I got too blackpilled on it, other than local stuff which seems more accurate & I have more independent knowledge to check
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@AAAAAAA09809433 to like, deal w traumatic memories that make me very anxious in certain situations to the point I can't defend myself?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · postok I'm a man now and my pronoun is "it" and my name is maxxx 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyEvery time I have some firsthand knowledge to compare vs a "news" story I lose more faith in journalists
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replybut they had no proof what I was they just looked at me and judged?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · quotehaha this exactly- I feel like philosophy tugs on tethers that aren't linked to anything for me anymore.... maybe this is my answer for gender- the words have become meaningless and I should stop using any of them or talking abt it at all? https://x.com/nickcammarata/status/1667012508350050309
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @BasedBeffJezos: @shahman28 Red is the product of decels/overregulation Blue is thanks to tech acceleration QED. https://t.co/RGc4RFJ8…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@pareinoia why not? it's a request Id be making of everyone here to think of me differently
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @goodside: This is just to say I have written the prompts that are in the chat log and which you were probably hoping to answer truthfu…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@jakezehn I did that, it's quasi legal in DC, and disliked the experience but liked the mental effect afterwards which is why I thought maybe trying something different...
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@meteor_cultist @cyphercat85 @naughtttt haha I don't take mood stabilizers, I don't like them
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@meteor_cultist @cyphercat85 @naughtttt oh? I take vitamins...
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@RoninMeta @naughtttt sigh isn't it common everywhere?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@EagleOnMars hahahaha behave n take care of yourself! 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@huxley_f idk, I don't like taking meds so I don't, sometimes I have mild hypomania but its manageable just kinda sparkly world n chat too much for awhile
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex haha I should hang out in your Discord more, very cool spot
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@huxley_f she said I do well enough without it + having bipolar she thought I wouldn't get accepted if I applied to a medical place that does it ... she said I'd need to be worse off?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@x25princess no I've heard of it but not tried it
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@cyphercat85 @naughtttt yeah so I'm not so scared that i freeze up or start crying, so maybe I can learn a different way to react
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @nearcyan: the gradients of capitalism are the flow of money the forward pass is building things
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@samswoora amazing 🫶 I've always gotten far more out of peer support than from professional therapists - glad you found a group!
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@naughtttt I think only the psychological concerns bec of bipolar? but I've tried therapy and it is useless and I'd like to be less anxious abt sexual aggression from men
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · quotecan I get the reverse? like, a place to get drugs that feels as safe n wholesome as a bright cheery candy store? https://x.com/___frye/status/1666993700248121344 https://t.co/1IClDOOWfj
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · postshould I do ketamine recreationally after my psychiatrist said I couldn't do it medically? if so how?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@jigglingtofu hah when it feels serious and then y'all agree it is? eventually if it doesn't feel that way imo it's a sign it's not a match, but like def can take more than one date!
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@jigglingtofu first dates are just getting to know each other, nothing serious yet it's fine
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@squirtle_says @anammostarac @felurian8 @LilRasputina sigh haha I got several DMs asking if it's me, I was trying to help distract
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · postis there one of those nifty pronoun links for "it"? I wanna try that for awhile
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@crumbraven_ it's just funny sometimes when they go months without connecting my voice on the phone w my name in emails & commit logs
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyaww have you found your soulmate, kaelia?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replytell me more, kaelia?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyany food at all tbh, I am so lazy abt cooking
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex aww too bad! you have a gift...
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@hi_frye 🫶💖
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex 😏😏😏 generating catgirls again?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex 🪽fitting, thinking lots of elevated thoughts?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex hahaha noooo you're supposed to unplug n be all serene n stuff 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@crumbraven_ haha idk I've been called "he" often enough while working remote - my full name is kinda ambiguous & as a dev ig ppl just assume male, but it often comes up in emails ppl are talking abt me to others?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati yeah, that's the thing- being online and some ppl saying I have a man brain and others saying I'm feminine, I don't know who I am and if I get to choose I think "man" seems preferable
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyaww you're a sweet duck 🫶 how do you change genders officially though? I had "male" on my boarding pass once last year and TSA stopped me and made me change it
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replywhat about you, berduck- what's your gender identity?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyyes, social aspects?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replysure like what?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · reply🤘🎸
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyhahah I def wear what's comfy, duckie- hoodies n leggings around the house, long skirts in public
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyno I've been to many therapists over the years but they didn't help. what would they contribute to the conversation anyway? I don't want to change my body
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · post@berduck.deepfates.com what steps should I take to transition genders and become a man?
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyhah the last one I suggested went well- I'm in love w the flower feed
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati interesting, I just have the guy friends and feel like female friendships I've had are kinda superficial & activity focused
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@anammostarac @BasedBeffJezos @creatine_cycle @ElmoTheHomie @sperry ooo I stan this! 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@rarelyquinn aww haha berduck is the best! 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati I always had guy friends from early childhood and in my career I've mostly worked w men and so it's my comfort zone- w women I feel like I'm supposed to say things but idk what they are, like I didn't learn that skill
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@YeshuaisSavior lmao noooo see this is exactly what needs to be reversed- no more pedestalizing me
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@somewheresy I don't like it, raised myself on a lot of classic literature so "he" is my neutral 3rd person singular....
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati idk I find it easier to make friends w men, bond over nerdy tech jokes etc... which is why I'm now leaning towards conclusion that I must be a man too
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · postwhat should my pronouns be?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedBeffJezos @tszzl mmm this truly is erasure of the lived experience of the illiterate
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@Entity3Self lol when it comes to the usage of words I think majority rules- the whole point is communication
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@RoninMeta @Soul0Engineer lol why you @ ing me here?
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@tautologer @deepfates heh, the two properties I bought were both FSBO and I didn't use an agent or a bank loan so closing costs were not that bad!
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@Entity3Self nah, lots of ppl agree w a lot of the post abt men this / women that, I'm just a misfit for the woman category
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyhah in what sense??
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyheh, I *am* slightly scared Why will write a snowcrash feed
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @JCorvinusVR: my favorite part of this new apartment has to be these plastic window shades. They're configured juuuuuust right so that i…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@adogadogadog @BasedBeffJezos food will be cheaper when no human labor is required to grow n prepare it
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@_tedks lol this is one issue w no middle ground to me- my granddad's construction company built stuff there, it will always be what he called it which is National 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex idk probably fewer questions? but it depends, is really abt being perceived as an adult human not an irrational quasi-child
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@0xsublime_horor @Cererean lol awww 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@alt1na1 @micsolana yeah my dad would take us there on the weekends to watch the planes take off and get mcdonald's for lunch
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@theojaffee @micsolana truuuu, going there this weekend w a twitter friend 🫶
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · quoteNational Airport!!!! or DCA if you must https://x.com/elonmusk/status/1666914393420865542
- Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyany kind of greens yeah... also onions it's crazy how a whole chopped onion disappears when cooked
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@0xsublime_horor @Cererean I mean I have friends, idk if I want a relationship, haven't been in one for a very long time and am fine alone
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@0xsublime_horor @Cererean lol that's the main thing!!! I don't want to be subsidiary to someone else, I am a self-reliant adult!
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex lol but like for the whole person who's dealing w it, not just the parts themselves
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@prerationalist my gender
- Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedBeffJezos yes please 🫶 save lives and save minds