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  1. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · repostRT @J_K_Chesterton: >looking for a new PhD program >ask the department head if their department is GOF or RLHF >she doesn’t understand |pul…
  2. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · quote@chopstickfury01 @goth600 or the ducks https://x.com/ExiledInfoHaz/status/1667104887199391746
  3. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · repostRT @averykimball: anyone want to be my guru you don't have to talk to me, i'll just use you as an excuse "my guru told me i need to do th…
  4. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@goth600 😞 goth is destroying my family
  5. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@goth600 Ducklings can be really aggressive if you have food out at ground level, and because they're so cute you are basically powerless to do anything. They're like a little pack of cuteness maxxed piranhas. RIP to my banana
  6. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@MeiselZachary lol why would this change that I'm mostly attracted to men?
  7. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · repostRT @42irrationalist: @mimi10v3 > looking for a girl > ask the bartender if that girl at the bar is PRUDE or SLUT > she doesn't understand >…
  8. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · reply🫶 true friends indeed on the nazi-hunter app
  9. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replysbg are you really gonna say I'm not in the real top 10, after everything we've been through together?
  10. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@_holyweather @AndreasLinder10 or wait, when you say best thing twitter has done for you, do you mean my gender swap that resulted from this tweet 🐣 or something else?
  11. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@_holyweather @AndreasLinder10 lol, so am I the odd one for saying I'll grow my own damn fruit?
  12. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@neirenoir the sort of content that makes me conclude I'd rather be a man than a woman
  13. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · quotethose who would make womanhood impossible will make FtM transitions inevitable 🫶 https://x.com/ExiledInfoHaz/status/1478016159052181509
  14. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex hah is it? I was hoping to ask you more abt it...
  15. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply(ftr the OP said autistic men become 10x engineers and autistic women post eating disorder content on twitter)
  16. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@shinygoldbars 🫡🖖
  17. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@neirenoir @naughtttt I tried edibles and very much disliked the feeling of being a moron. It's for reprocessing trauma behind the anxiety, not something I wanna take all the time
  18. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · reply(like, to me it kinda seems like the man stereotypes sound like rational adults and the women stereotypes sound like they're making fun of women... but that's how a man brain would perceive of it right?)
  19. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replylol it's better for your blood pressure this way 🫶
  20. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replyha I'm gonna be meeeee 🫶🌸🫶 see my Twitter feed, I'll keep QTing all the examples where ppl say stuff abt men vs women and I always 100% fall into the man side
  21. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah haha- for ppl who only vote once every 4 years they should vote in their local election primaries rather than the presidential general
  22. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · quotesee, I'm a man 🫶 https://x.com/dotnetschizo/status/1667022802820665344
  23. Jun 9, 2023Twitter · reply@lil__criminal @exitperfect common side effect of cult brainwashing
  24. Jun 9, 2023Bluesky · replyhah yes this! I kinda tuned out of news once I got too blackpilled on it, other than local stuff which seems more accurate & I have more independent knowledge to check
  25. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@AAAAAAA09809433 to like, deal w traumatic memories that make me very anxious in certain situations to the point I can't defend myself?
  26. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · postok I'm a man now and my pronoun is "it" and my name is maxxx 🫶
  27. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyEvery time I have some firsthand knowledge to compare vs a "news" story I lose more faith in journalists
  28. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replybut they had no proof what I was they just looked at me and judged?
  29. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · quotehaha this exactly- I feel like philosophy tugs on tethers that aren't linked to anything for me anymore.... maybe this is my answer for gender- the words have become meaningless and I should stop using any of them or talking abt it at all? https://x.com/nickcammarata/status/1667012508350050309
  30. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @BasedBeffJezos: @shahman28 Red is the product of decels/overregulation Blue is thanks to tech acceleration QED. https://t.co/RGc4RFJ8…
  31. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@pareinoia why not? it's a request Id be making of everyone here to think of me differently
  32. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @goodside: This is just to say I have written the prompts that are in the chat log and which you were probably hoping to answer truthfu…
  33. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@jakezehn I did that, it's quasi legal in DC, and disliked the experience but liked the mental effect afterwards which is why I thought maybe trying something different...
  34. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@meteor_cultist @cyphercat85 @naughtttt haha I don't take mood stabilizers, I don't like them
  35. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@meteor_cultist @cyphercat85 @naughtttt oh? I take vitamins...
  36. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@RoninMeta @naughtttt sigh isn't it common everywhere?
  37. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@EagleOnMars hahahaha behave n take care of yourself! 🫶
  38. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@huxley_f idk, I don't like taking meds so I don't, sometimes I have mild hypomania but its manageable just kinda sparkly world n chat too much for awhile
  39. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex haha I should hang out in your Discord more, very cool spot
  40. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@huxley_f she said I do well enough without it + having bipolar she thought I wouldn't get accepted if I applied to a medical place that does it ... she said I'd need to be worse off?
  41. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@x25princess no I've heard of it but not tried it
  42. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@cyphercat85 @naughtttt yeah so I'm not so scared that i freeze up or start crying, so maybe I can learn a different way to react
  43. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @nearcyan: the gradients of capitalism are the flow of money the forward pass is building things
  44. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@samswoora amazing 🫶 I've always gotten far more out of peer support than from professional therapists - glad you found a group!
  45. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@naughtttt I think only the psychological concerns bec of bipolar? but I've tried therapy and it is useless and I'd like to be less anxious abt sexual aggression from men
  46. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · quotecan I get the reverse? like, a place to get drugs that feels as safe n wholesome as a bright cheery candy store? https://x.com/___frye/status/1666993700248121344 https://t.co/1IClDOOWfj
  47. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · postshould I do ketamine recreationally after my psychiatrist said I couldn't do it medically? if so how?
  48. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@jigglingtofu hah when it feels serious and then y'all agree it is? eventually if it doesn't feel that way imo it's a sign it's not a match, but like def can take more than one date!
  49. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@jigglingtofu first dates are just getting to know each other, nothing serious yet it's fine
  50. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@squirtle_says @anammostarac @felurian8 @LilRasputina sigh haha I got several DMs asking if it's me, I was trying to help distract
  51. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · postis there one of those nifty pronoun links for "it"? I wanna try that for awhile
  52. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@crumbraven_ it's just funny sometimes when they go months without connecting my voice on the phone w my name in emails & commit logs
  53. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyaww have you found your soulmate, kaelia?
  54. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replytell me more, kaelia?
  55. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyany food at all tbh, I am so lazy abt cooking
  56. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex aww too bad! you have a gift...
  57. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@hi_frye 🫶💖
  58. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex 😏😏😏 generating catgirls again?
  59. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex 🪽fitting, thinking lots of elevated thoughts?
  60. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex hahaha noooo you're supposed to unplug n be all serene n stuff 🫶
  61. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@crumbraven_ haha idk I've been called "he" often enough while working remote - my full name is kinda ambiguous & as a dev ig ppl just assume male, but it often comes up in emails ppl are talking abt me to others?
  62. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati yeah, that's the thing- being online and some ppl saying I have a man brain and others saying I'm feminine, I don't know who I am and if I get to choose I think "man" seems preferable
  63. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyaww you're a sweet duck 🫶 how do you change genders officially though? I had "male" on my boarding pass once last year and TSA stopped me and made me change it
  64. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replywhat about you, berduck- what's your gender identity?
  65. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyyes, social aspects?
  66. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replysure like what?
  67. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · reply🤘🎸
  68. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyhahah I def wear what's comfy, duckie- hoodies n leggings around the house, long skirts in public
  69. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyno I've been to many therapists over the years but they didn't help. what would they contribute to the conversation anyway? I don't want to change my body
  70. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · post@berduck.deepfates.com what steps should I take to transition genders and become a man?
  71. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyhah the last one I suggested went well- I'm in love w the flower feed
  72. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati interesting, I just have the guy friends and feel like female friendships I've had are kinda superficial & activity focused
  73. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@anammostarac @BasedBeffJezos @creatine_cycle @ElmoTheHomie @sperry ooo I stan this! 🫶
  74. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@rarelyquinn aww haha berduck is the best! 🫶
  75. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati I always had guy friends from early childhood and in my career I've mostly worked w men and so it's my comfort zone- w women I feel like I'm supposed to say things but idk what they are, like I didn't learn that skill
  76. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@YeshuaisSavior lmao noooo see this is exactly what needs to be reversed- no more pedestalizing me
  77. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@somewheresy I don't like it, raised myself on a lot of classic literature so "he" is my neutral 3rd person singular....
  78. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@inerati idk I find it easier to make friends w men, bond over nerdy tech jokes etc... which is why I'm now leaning towards conclusion that I must be a man too
  79. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · postwhat should my pronouns be?
  80. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedBeffJezos @tszzl mmm this truly is erasure of the lived experience of the illiterate
  81. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@Entity3Self lol when it comes to the usage of words I think majority rules- the whole point is communication
  82. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@RoninMeta @Soul0Engineer lol why you @ ing me here?
  83. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@tautologer @deepfates heh, the two properties I bought were both FSBO and I didn't use an agent or a bank loan so closing costs were not that bad!
  84. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@Entity3Self nah, lots of ppl agree w a lot of the post abt men this / women that, I'm just a misfit for the woman category
  85. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyhah in what sense??
  86. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyheh, I *am* slightly scared Why will write a snowcrash feed
  87. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · repostRT @JCorvinusVR: my favorite part of this new apartment has to be these plastic window shades. They're configured juuuuuust right so that i…
  88. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@adogadogadog @BasedBeffJezos food will be cheaper when no human labor is required to grow n prepare it
  89. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@_tedks lol this is one issue w no middle ground to me- my granddad's construction company built stuff there, it will always be what he called it which is National 🫶
  90. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex idk probably fewer questions? but it depends, is really abt being perceived as an adult human not an irrational quasi-child
  91. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@0xsublime_horor @Cererean lol awww 🫶
  92. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@alt1na1 @micsolana yeah my dad would take us there on the weekends to watch the planes take off and get mcdonald's for lunch
  93. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@theojaffee @micsolana truuuu, going there this weekend w a twitter friend 🫶
  94. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · quoteNational Airport!!!! or DCA if you must https://x.com/elonmusk/status/1666914393420865542
  95. Jun 8, 2023Bluesky · replyany kind of greens yeah... also onions it's crazy how a whole chopped onion disappears when cooked
  96. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@0xsublime_horor @Cererean I mean I have friends, idk if I want a relationship, haven't been in one for a very long time and am fine alone
  97. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@0xsublime_horor @Cererean lol that's the main thing!!! I don't want to be subsidiary to someone else, I am a self-reliant adult!
  98. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex lol but like for the whole person who's dealing w it, not just the parts themselves
  99. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@prerationalist my gender
  100. Jun 8, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedBeffJezos yes please 🫶 save lives and save minds