Warm conversation over dinner with lifelong friends feels empty. Overwhelming success in my work brings me no joy. The touch of a woman evokes no emotion. I feel nothing inside but the hunger to pedal.
alarming turn of events Elmo... exercise addiction is real, I've been there (unlikely as it seems these days lol)
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Reply · Oct 17, 2023@The_Bit_Signal haha kinda yeah? i used to be a bit addicted to exercise endorphins, but surely now I can find a happy sustainable routine?Reply · Sep 3, 2023@chaosprime lol I am not convinced I'm correct here... I went through an addictive over-exercise phase that ofc ended in burnout and injury, vs the…Reply · Oct 31, 2022@nascentwisp Kinda? Idk if I’m even aware of it but just baseline good mood and sense of meaning… and then it stopped, so empty though nothing irl had…Reply · Mar 11, 2026@tapir_worf i've had two years off work and i don't feel bored or like my days are too empty- i think people will chill and exercise and socialize and…