I keep remembering this post ... I don't think it's as true for me and that this is one of the things that makes me weird & struggle to relate
(tbc I'm not saying I don't get upset, but that no part of me enjoys or seeks it, if anything I'm kinda scared of getting upset bec in the past it's led to the psych ward)
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Reply · Apr 30, 2023no no I mean it- like, since childhood I don't know how to get excited and cheer at professional sports, I've been called weird for riding roller…Reply · Nov 12, 2023@futurecarcass I think this would end badly for me- something similar is how I ended up in psych ward the first timeReply · Jun 8, 2023@AAAAAAA09809433 to like, deal w traumatic memories that make me very anxious in certain situations to the point I can't defend myself?Reply · May 26, 2023hahaha yeah I have a lot of those vibes due to past trauma