it's all fucking hangups. like, holy shit do I see and hear people constantly talking themselves OUT of sex and fun times. guilt? I dunno. hangups. just get it on.
fear of being hurt again though... ppl really aren't trustworthy for the most part
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Reply · Apr 16, 2023worse in other ways perhaps... idk it's a sad mix of overwhelming unmet needs and insecurity and unreasonable fairy tale expectationsReply · Sep 12, 2023@Aella_Girl extremely offputting because often it's untrue and the self deception is disgusting, but if it IS true I want to protect myself from…Reply · Jan 30, 2024@JudiciaIreview hmmm 🤔 i don't think so? just the usual food/sex/sleep/twitter(social interaction) i've been feeling guilty and flawed, which is why…Reply · May 26, 2025😅 i did, but i'm back giving it another try