As someone that also had a religious upbringing, weed. You should definitely try weed. It sorta unlocks a lot of emotions and thoughts that were denied to you as a child. Also has probably the lowest chances of screwing you up mentally at all if the high "goes bad."
I don't like the idea of smoking- even secondhand tends to set off coughing fits... I tried edibles once and it just cut off my thoughts in a very annoying way and eventually made me too sleepy, I found it unpleasant
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