But I am- learning to manage my bipolar without taking mood stabilizers means accepting a life that is smol, steady, placid... A happy existence, but a simple one, on the sidelines.
I know I'm not doing anything that will "change the world" ... Most people won't- and that's not a bad thing because we can't keep up with 7 billion changes- but it sometimes feels like I'm not allowed to admit that I've accepted this reality.
As an NPC I'm available to tag along and maybe help a Main Character on their quest. Not sure how to find the right one, but I am available and open to this sort of role if it comes along.