i'd go on a date yes; but i'm kinda skeptical if it'd work out, i don't wanna be "mommy" and i like wisdom of experience more than innocence
it's tough bec i was very shy and sad abt the world and felt trapped by the system that didn't see me as an adult... I'd prob say to spend more time outdoors and to try xanax much sooner
38 and i've been coding since age 12, did a cs degree and then career, fave proj is maybe when i rewrote pcap data stream ingest from postgres stored procs to early hadoop map reduce jobs?
yes it's possible, but also a big ask?
yeahbipolar 2, also social anxiety per my chart tho idk... i took 200mg of wellbutrin SR for years but have been off it since this past summer... i do try to take vitamin D bec seems to help w seasonal depression and recommend to anyone who feels like winter is a struggle
hah first time just now and took a pic of her reaction
no, sigh not particularly... I chose it bec the vibe feels representative but no I don't particularly look like the pic
hm seasonal pattern but not always, falling in love w someone new can feel a lot like hypomania but that hasn't happened in a while
occasionally, mostly as background, last show was Versailles, love the music n costumes n sets
Dirt to Soil, which arrived in the mail today... much to learn abt regenerative agriculture!!!
hah yes I'd like them, DM me ig for my address?
awwww thanks 🫶
hah probably, I feel more free to follow or not if someone doesn't follow me back, like I assume they wouldn't be offended to receive the same treatment they're giving?
awwwwwwww 🥰 I kinda wish I knew who sent this but otoh it's fun to just assume several ppl might have 🫶
😅 it would help to know who this is! I follow ppl for lots of reasons, unfollow if a tweet irritates me and I can't remember why I followed in the first place... tho there are a few ppl i unfollow just to +/- following count by 1 lol
yes haha... if you mean romantically, I do sometimes tho less often than men, I haven't had a serious gf but I'm open to the possibility
😳 hah i mean... I'm happy to be mutuals w all y'all 🫶
I feel quite settled lol, and working on becoming moreso w building my dream home! if this is euphemism for get married, I've given up trying to expect or plan it, but maybe?
a bit, I sometimes attend Quaker meetings, but one of the reasons I prefer them is that it's like, minimum viable theology... I don't have a lot of faith in the supernatural
🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 so many thoughts
this is a good question!!! I guess I'm not acting my age somehow?
hah it's someone who follows me so I feel like I shouldn't say toooo much 🤭
aww thanks! I agree frequency != depth, there are some accounts on here I really love who very occasionally say very insightful things
depends on the day and they're better together... but I guess I'd pick companionship if I only get one