got back on meds this week, frustrating that it really does feel like a productivity vs happiness tradeoff... very tense and argumentative but able to get things done
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Reply · Feb 1, 2023@10x_er @felurian8 and take meds that increase both anxiety and productivity 🤦♀️Tweet · Mar 26, 2024what's your experience with non-coercive productivity? i used to get mild hypomania w anxiety -> insomnia + lots of caffeine and then very productive…Reply · Mar 18, 2024@beastMan3b recently.... i'm still sad about it, for all that it's been good for my productivity it has not helped my sleep at allReply · Jan 27, 2023@jeremymstamper and now restarted and feel anxious and angry, it's a frustrating tradeoff