@BishPlsOk ha yes this! it's the second part that's disturbing- fascination and enjoyment w causing pain
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Reply · Sep 6, 2023@MindEnjoyer agree I do not understand the appeal!Tweet · Dec 1, 2023attractions & repulsions, curiosity about why, acceptanceReply · Sep 22, 2023@qephatziel having a difficult time imagining raging attraction but not fun time 🤔Reply · Apr 23, 2023lol? I mean the narrative can get tricky n reinterpret pain n pleasure but it's always that push n pull