@Tapeda_ @faelifx mmm yeah lol I do dream n joke abt crushes... but I've had some kinda scary experiences w feeling like I'm a projector screen for someone's fantasy relationship rather than being seen for who I am
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Reply · Sep 4, 2022@brickroad7 Yeah… it’s like I want the experience of dating that would lead to sex & sexual fantasies about them, but if I directly think about sex w…Reply · May 26, 2023@LastNPCAlex idk if that helps either tbh, I really don't understand the psychology... it's like, projected at me but weirdly feels impersonal like…Reply · Nov 9, 2022@JoshuaM00183510 Giggle it’s too easy to develop a crush… and I’ve had relationships where I’ve been in love… but idk it feels like I’m supposed to be…Reply · Oct 9, 2023@mynamebedan im scared to do this, when i try too hard to see myself i lose my grasp on myself