@xtianpu sigh, it was losing my virginity to date rape by an acquaintance who followed me down the street to introduce himself, and then turned into an abusive few month relationship and then stalking after I'd had enough
@xtianpu so idk how to separate it exactly, but I def learned to be charming to avoid getting grabbed n hurt
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Reply · Apr 13, 2022@vaporous_ford The one where I lost my virginity to being date raped.Reply · Jan 25, 2024@retarded_whore date rape -> abusive relationship; yeah made me anxious about rejecting men and whether they will listen when i say noReply · Jul 10, 2023@_tedks sigh, it was rape by an acquaintance the first time, turned into an abusive relationship bec of my christian upbringing and shame about it...…Reply · Sep 25, 2026@cammakingminds @tautologer i lost my virginity to being raped at 18, it isn't just a hypothetical for me and that's why i speak out about it…