two days of pain, anhedonic empty; comes rushing back, tidal wave of excruciating intensity, 3 days of joy in an hour. no suffering but aflame.
srsly tho I have no meds to take, what else can I do? haven't eaten, no way to sleep, losing hours feeling moments
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Reply · Jan 28, 2023@JoshuaM00183510 @meaning_enjoyer hmm, idk, it didn't feel particularly healing, just sad... when it wore off I felt happy again tho, was weirdReply · Jun 6, 2024@nobuhojimichaan @rinadalanakrih it feels like a mental adjustment to accommodate excruciating awareness of sufferingReply · Jun 6, 2022@karnagraha @nobuhojimichaan Thanks! Do you feel two types of pain like they describe?Reply · Aug 27, 2023@a_musingcat 10 of 10 intense pain and the painkillers don't work