@sidewayskoyote hmmm my feeling is more that i'm not sure i want to forget / not feel the bad memories anymore because they keep me safe (and probably alone, but nonetheless)
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Reply · Jun 8, 2023@AAAAAAA09809433 to like, deal w traumatic memories that make me very anxious in certain situations to the point I can't defend myself?Tweet · Jan 5, 2024💀 not remembering ppl feels awful for me too when im reminded of the lacuna... im so sorry!!! 🥺Reply · May 26, 2023hahaha yeah I have a lot of those vibes due to past traumaReply · Mar 8, 2023@Paul_Melman yeah definitely memories n daydreams n desires n worries arise by association... but imo they *should* come n go- like, grieving the end…