i really can't say why i hesitate so much on simple decisions and then occasionally jump into things most ppl would advise against, just that i felt something shift and that was the result.
i will say i generally have an inkling of a decision or else get intensely confused & frustrated w the problem, and then sleep and when i wake up i see things differently but w calm & clarity & often a decision
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Tweet · May 11, 2025why is the decision that upsets everyone so often the one that feels right?Reply · Jan 7, 2023@logorific2 Ha I have a strong disinclination to change my mind once I’ve committed to something, more of “it’s a no til I’m sure it’s a yes” attitudeTweet · Dec 7, 2023when an idea occurs to you and then you feel some hesitation and fear of bad outcomes, what's your next move?Reply · Aug 12, 2022@VividVoid_ @_ramsaybrown Don’t you think fear is there to tell you it’s a bad idea? Too much overriding my shy instincts led to some terrible…