@bayeslord how do you feel about what's downstream of that feeling, how you act on it? https://x.com/mimi10v3/status/1732887941259657694
i've been questioning myself abt this because i often float around feeling affectionate towards everyone, but then when there's actual effort involved i feel resistance, like i only have so much to give and don't want to be as patient and responsive as i feel i ought to be https://x.com/mimi10v3/status/1732880689362514179
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Reply · Dec 7, 2023and the link between the emotion and the effort, and the expectation of effort if u express the emotion... i don't express things nearly as often as i…Reply · Dec 7, 2023and wrt the emotional experience, i think it feels good for me but it doesn't directly do anything for others except insofar as it motivates actions…Reply · Nov 23, 2023@Fangs_Of_God i'm not sure what to do when ppl want me to act more loving than i feelReply · Mar 28, 2024@a_musingcat yeahhh, i feel like this sometimes- feeling the undercurrents but then not knowing how to respond to them