@nickcammarata realizing how much my judgment is skewed both by hypomania and depression... other ppl can take for granted their perceptions n emotions n judgments mostly reflect reality vs i know how much space there is, as my mood shift and i feel diff from how i remember i felt before
@nickcammarata otoh more important lesson at rock bottom was that my emotions are contagious and therefore matter even if I'm trying to discount selfish preference, that i can't be miserable n martyr myself because it hurts other ppl too, is all connected