interesting to realize my three biggest interpersonal mistakes recently have all happened at moments when i was in quite a bit of pain (sick w fever once, menstrual cramps twice)
like, idk i go back and forth wrt enduring pain- that if i were doing better w nonattachment i wouldn't b so bothered by it and taking any kind of pain med is kinda a concession... but otoh being in pain means not being as aware of other feelings, being distracted and clumsy...