feeling deeply uncertain about everything and worse, feeling like maybe there really IS no dimension reducing abstraction on reality that doesn't lead to major errors and oversights 🤢
and at the same time feeling like i really am just not very smart and all the big words & abstractions so many tpot ppl use leave me noticing i am confused and furthermore worried my efforts to understand come off as bad faith because it seems obvious to everyone else 🤢
ig i will buy more quilt supplies, simple 2D geometry n pretty colors is more my speed