@IvyAstrix not particularly, just unpleasant all along and eventually i'd get like conditioned into feeling miserable when i got near the office and would burst into tears upon arrival and just cry for the hour till they'd kick me out
@IvyAstrix and then eventually i'd have insomnia the night before and start crying in the hours beforehand and miss an appointment and just not schedule any further ones because i'd start crying to the point i couldn't talk when i'd try to call