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  1. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote@ESennesh 😅
  2. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@ESennesh 😅 for personal reasons i kinda feel like i do owe him some loyalty
  3. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@growing_daniel 🫶 love you
  4. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@rob_mcrobberson i have no idea what that tweet is referring to, if there's discourse here i missed it
  5. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@andrewb10687674 @aidan_mclau 🤭😏🫠
  6. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote"Money without stewardship is pouring sugar on the floor. You are going to get ants." srsly tho I've known ppl who put off giving to focus on their businesses and i don't necessarily think they're wrong to say they don't have the time for it
  7. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · post🤔 maybe a TL revamp is in order https://t.co/0yEXq6dP6g
  8. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@xlr8harder hehe i've been saying we will need to take an ecologist's perspective on AI as models start breeding w each other
  9. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@datepsych doesn't give me any information i need to feel attraction, plus the numbers sound overwhelming and dehumanizing; i'd rather meet someone through shared interests or irl
  10. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Idris_Elbow_ it can be hard to tell- same w like, insinuating negative things abt my ex- what was the motive? hard to say
  11. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Idris_Elbow_ oh i've had someone suddenly freak out about whether i might harm myself when i was kinda upset- and like i hadn't been thinking of it at all and then they said that and then i did start wanting to
  12. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · postever reread a chat with someone and in retrospect see emotional manipulation and them planting harmful memes that then haunted you? 😞 it is really bothering me- i don't know if i was naive at first or too cynical now, and i really want to have faith in friends, and yet
  13. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@storebrandguy2 @eurydicelives lol oh no, this was more reminder to myself from when i was in better shape... must get back to it tho, long trail runs were glorious
  14. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quotehahahahaha i mean 😢
  15. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Samantha1989TV yeah, towards most ppl i feel some lowkey desire to understand them but also fear of getting close n being obligated into friendship i don't want n feeling guilty for rejecting them
  16. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote@willdepue did you see this new eval?
  17. Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Samantha1989TV huh, but the result for me irl is i kinda don't feel i want to be friends with anyone
  18. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · postwould you rather your friend be bluntly honest with you or try to manipulate you towards the best outcome if they think honesty won't go over well?
  19. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@will_from_mars_ i kept deleting and then coming back... eventually i stopped trying
  20. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · posthow do you judge who would make a good friend for you?
  21. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Austen 12 million ppl / 8 million households?
  22. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Bonecondor yeahhhh haha even gesturing at the fact ppl have told you secrets that you've not shared is like, unsavory vibes of reminding ppl of unwielded power
  23. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@rissaoffline the fact that this didn't hit any of my mutes... 🤔🤔🤔
  24. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@basedalexandoor congratulations!!! 🫶
  25. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@StevieKomputer lol ewww
  26. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · replyfriend saying he has to stop making me laugh because it's addictive for him and bringing out bad traits
  27. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · replyand yet laughter as trauma response?
  28. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · postlaughter as reinforcement giving dopamine to whoever is making me laugh?
  29. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @chrypnotoad: https://t.co/rdLhGrzwNy
  30. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Rahmeljackson i used to have API scripts to figure out who wasn't a mutual & evaluate those harder, etc... but ofc since API got locked away :(
  31. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quotehmmmm, half feel i need to do this to focus / half feel the social thing is more important than getting motivated
  32. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Rahmeljackson lol, i assume you'd go off your TL to find them? i sometimes feel like i ought to curate more but otoh if i don't see them posting or replying or liking idk, i'm not scrolling 3K names to find them
  33. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@tapir_worf someday, when i visit...
  34. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@GabbyMcNabb @speakerjohnash probably blues dancing
  35. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@speakerjohnash yeahh i should - i mean i'm already doing all three but would be good to have more routine to it, reduce planning overhead
  36. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@retarded_whore which box am i in?
  37. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@a_musingcat go cat! you'll make it!
  38. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quoteWhat will it name itself?
  39. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@bayeslord but also maybe this is me reacting to what I personally need vs don't - like, i need more embodiment & pragmatism, more focused drive, not more lounging around feeling loving
  40. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@bayeslord something about reacting to unsatisfied desires by trying to turn off the desire rather than go after what you want... like, learned helplessness vibes idk
  41. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@bayeslord oh also there's some twisted thing where there's a hierarchy of attainments and ppl deeply want them & fawn over those higher up the path & yet at the same time deny desiring anything bec tanha is low status... gives me ick, echos of dating men who deny their desire
  42. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@RokoMijic @kindgracekind unless they would both naturally ask you Roko - and you won't tell them! why won't you tell them?
  43. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Vveeveeanna @bayeslord hmm, i spend a lot of time just daydreaming / paying attention to what i'm feeling... plus trail running practice of finding stillness in the motion... but i wouldn't call any of that meditating because i'm not following meditation instructions or trying to stop thinking
  44. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@StevieKomputer @puella_tanuki 😅🤭
  45. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@renderingthough @X421T sincerely spoken "you shouldn't"
  46. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@puella_tanuki yeah you'd think but otoh datasets aren't so easy to build and researchers interested in other things than language may not want to be using different data than researchers in other countries?
  47. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · replyalso wrt multilingual- i tried to prompt for poetry in IPA because the spelling should help improve meter n rhyme, but noticed that GPT-4 got much worse at poetic imagery n taste level when i would do this, so switched prompts to write in English then translate to IPA to analyze
  48. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · postig the LLMs i know of tend to think in English bec that's what they're trained on the most... are there any LLMs trained primarily on other languages w English secondarily so it can translate, and does this shift the LLM's worldview?
  49. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@losslandscape tbf... a few weeks prior i'd been wearing a thin white shirt without a bra and got soaked in a sudden downpour while walking to class- shirt turned translucent n n stuck to my skin, nipples were hard from the cold- he couldn't stop staring at my chest for the entire lesson
  50. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@losslandscape haha i was taking classes at college starting at 15; my Arabic professor about fell over w shock when he was asking us each our age in Arabic n i replied 17 (pretty sure he had a crush on me for some reason)
  51. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@thecaptain_nemo he convinced me to be open to dating again! 🐉
  52. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quotei've never felt like i've had a great teacher, even as a child... the way some ppl talk abt their gurus & coaches & teachers always made me wish i had, but then in practice....
  53. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@chopstickfury01 @kymeriandawn yeah i just meant that at least in Virginia it is expensive to serve alcohol at all and imposes certain restrictions so then you need a return on that cost to make it worth doing
  54. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@kymeriandawn also the library and maker spaces can be good for this?
  55. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@chopstickfury01 @kymeriandawn probably all or nothing situation wrt alcohol license tho
  56. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@kymeriandawn i used to know a teahouse that was open in the evenings n hosted board game meetups ... sadly has since closed
  57. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@powerbottomson1 haha; whenever ur next in DC...?
  58. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@schaumuniversum trail running endorphins are kinda addictive, and the social aspect of dancing is healthy for me i think
  59. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Vveeveeanna @bayeslord yes? meditators talk about their thoughts n identity as if they're oppressive somehow?
  60. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@bayeslord it's maybe more true away from california? or maybe the context encourages it? but somehow buddhist events i've been to have similar vibes to mental illness group therapy- and like, good to be able to find ppl who've been to dark places but otoh...
  61. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · posta regular schedule of dancing, gardening, and trail running would fix me.
  62. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@bayeslord selection effect attracts a lot of ppl w unusually heavy burden of suffering, they can be kinda a downer and tend to assume everyone else has as much suffering -> desire for nothingness
  63. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@HemlockTapioca 🫶 hope it's a restorative break!
  64. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@HephaistosF 🫶 yeah, it's cool, whenever we can get back to it.... just observing that i'd like to be playing one way or another, so might try something else in the meantime
  65. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quotehaha yea please- btw if you DM me just "hey" i will be annoyed and less likely to respond
  66. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@DragonQueen55 @generic_void
  67. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @arithmoquine: update: the joshtest-delete-or-you-will-be-fired model no longer exists. he's safe, folks
  68. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@thoth_iv tricky thing is if they're someone with any status and a pattern of dysfunction that hurts ppl around them, then when you say something a bunch of ppl w preexisting grievances will pile on personally i think this is healthy to air out the problem, but it can seem like a lot
  69. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@vyomdundigalla have some errands to run, sorry 🫶
  70. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@vyomdundigalla 😏 ummm ppl say to direct the energy towards a passion project or something but tbh that's never worked for me
  71. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @nikillinit: full article: https://kffhealthnews.org/news/article/bill-of-the-month-annual-physical-surprise-charge/ IMO the issue is that creating an unpredictability basically tells patients that if…Archive text may be incomplete
  72. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @ylecun: From a distance, it looks like innovations spontaneously appear out of the vacuum. But it's very important to realize that inno…Archive text may be incomplete
  73. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@techhsiren ubi for existing w vagina ... 🤣
  74. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@EDNA125502 @cto_junior normally i'm annoyed by the bots but this reply seems somehow appropriate
  75. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@MagusGenji hmm, i mean... it isn't that i can't afford it, it's that the ticket price outweighs my desire to attend...
  76. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @prerationalist: during Extreme Awkwardness last night we did an activity where we went around the circle and allocated into the person…Archive text may be incomplete
  77. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quotehmm very nice but definitely up among the trees not walking out to garden 🤔
  78. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @xlr8harder: which is the most tedious story to hear about from someone
  79. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@MagusGenji lol, it's bad if many ppl contribute a small amount for me to show up but good if one guy pays for me n expects something in return?
  80. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@bananamelter yeah, idk, maybe it would be better to just do a pre- or post- event instead, and gatekeep it to my liking? i really do want to do an ai hackathon w tpot ppl
  81. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@ESennesh i mean... i've enjoyed hanging out w ppl i've met thru twitter, but i've mostly met up with one to three ppl at a time not gone to big events
  82. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@GabbyMcNabb yeah tbh part of the appeal of vibecamp is that i'd drive n be able to go home whenever, vs committing to flights & etc
  83. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · replyactually, like, any event w a philosophy of "give urself permission to <whatever>" ... because my issues aren't about repression they're about needing confidence in saying no and having my boundaries respected, and ppl unleashing formerly repressed desires do not feel safe
  84. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · replyand boycotting any cursed matchmaking events
  85. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · replybut if i go i'm totally joining / leading if necessary a wholesome girls only cabin
  86. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quote👀 fundraising for vibecamp? i mean tbh i'd be willing to go if other ppl paid for my ticket
  87. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@wjsilver ooo that could be fun...
  88. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@Ethans7 perhaps... this is more often about crowds where i do want to hear people talking to me, just with everything dampened a bit- the Loop earplugs are pretty good for this
  89. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@IvyAstrix 🥰
  90. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@sophianegativa so far seems to be; like i don't notice it as much now- new normal; but still when i'm stressed i don't feel this quivering weakness, feel steadier
  91. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · repostRT @Ryan_Gasoline: @mimi10v3 @wjsilver Someone said “Reese’s but with quality ingredients” and they got rich from that. They’re delicious.
  92. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · reply@SchraderValves lol ummm probably not, i'm not exactly beloved by some of the main characters
  93. Mar 20, 2024Twitter · quote🤣 that 90% is why i am a fan of Roko despite massively disagreeing w much of what he says
  94. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · quote😏 imagine
  95. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · reply@impromptuvision idk, parts thing doesn't really resonate for me but skills like fighting fair n maintaining boundaries are just not practiced when living alone n avoiding ppl
  96. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · quotewant my D&D campaign resumed!!! or to join a new one..?
  97. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · reply(disclosure: it may also be because i ate a pint of vegan ice cream yesterday instead of restricting calories)
  98. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · postsigh, inner work & improvement != relational skills
  99. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · reply@Samantha1989TV 💀 even ppl I love tho? is probably skill issue on my part
  100. Mar 19, 2024Twitter · reply@soupS0S hah not particularly but it is on my playlist of Mimi Favorites so