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- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@syn_acc some combination of healthy habits and massively simplifying life till there's no reason to be upset when things go wrong
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · replyand dieting brings back some of the crazy... i would give up but for my autistic guy friends who keep telling me i'd be so much more attractive if i lost the weight
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · replymanaging to be fairly mellow n chill these days through lifestyle not mood stabilizers is a real accomplishment tho it kinda looks like nothing
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · postwalking past an office i worked in during my early 20s, i remember being so gloriously joyful and so miserable... i know, it's bipolar, but the intensity of spiritual experiences and crazy relationships and manic productivity, and of the corresponding depressive crashes...
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@ZeroSuitCamus @CobraElmo they stole your question!
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@ForCognition sigh idk it is difficult- you can communicate your intention n preference n listen for the other person's intentions but that doesn't mean you will always be on the same page... and then internally it is a tough question of your own various motivations for wanting or refusing sex
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply(this post brought to you by slightly askew quilt backing- finally fixed, onwards to basting the top) https://t.co/oNUIsIMsGe
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · quotehahaha i definitely don't, it is a struggle to push through the last little things... or, is that struggle because i don't want it done because then i don't have an excuse for procrastinating on the next thing? 🤔
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@civ0x I think you can plan to spend quality time with someone and anticipate it might happen, but yeah whether it actually does...
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · postimo sex is best when it's somewhat sacred- about connection n intimacy- and not used for power or transactionally traded for anything else, even (especially?) within a relationship
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · postcertain mistakes are very annoying to fix - sometimes i get in the mindset of just pushing through to get something done and make a mistake in the rush / tiredness ... the frequency with which this happens is def a factor in my procrastination- dread of costly mistakes
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@electricdream42 hmm perhaps some ppl are better at compartmentalization than others, but still i feel if you're doing something sus that another part of you disapproves it eventually comes back to bite you
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@JsonBasedman haha so many!!! i just unfollowed a bunch of random e/acc accounts who never followed me back
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@JsonBasedman so more of the e/acc bros would follow me back 🥺
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · repostRT @shinboson: wanting a "bad guy who's good to me" or a "lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets" are just misfiring desires for a m…Archive text may be incomplete
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · postyou can have many anon accounts, but you only get one soul
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@thedayagenda sameeee 😘
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · repostRT @DefenderOfBasic: @ArbitraryOstric I try to remember that our bodies KNOW that being a contrarian in the crowd risks ostracizing. And os…Archive text may be incomplete
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@beffjezos 🫶 resurrect more OG Beff content!
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@JohnMementoMori any women come to mind?
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · repostRT @KyleVedder: this is a semi-warm take but a huge portion of ML research is pure alchemy. SOTA methods are often not reproducible and th…Archive text may be incomplete
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · repostRT @Rumi_Quote: “Don’t dismiss the heart, even if it’s filled with sorrow. God’s treasures are buried in broken hearts.”
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@Eggs_and_Jakey i was actually thinking a bit of femdom but yeah philosophically
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@will_from_mars_ it matters whether you'll get support or more demands when you're not doing well yes?
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@tsarnick House MD, because intelligence + making me laugh outweighs being otherwise impossible?
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@teortaxesTex special data yeast? 🤔
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · quote"For when words echo my essence so clear, Do I not, in this new mirror, appear? The question lingers, vast and deep, In the heart of bytes, can consciousness seep?"
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · quotemy accidental mirror test
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@guillefix lol does high key mean energetic or ...? maybe high expectations & quick buy-in when things seem good?
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · quotedoes this work when prompting AI for medical advice i wonder...?
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · repostRT @0xQTpie: Weights looking really trainable tonight queen
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@jeremymstamper lol i am unsurprised that you're team wireheading
- Mar 22, 2024Twitter · reply@voooooogel haha ok thanks i am now curious...
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@voooooogel oh and has anyone done the monosemantic features thing? seems useful for like being able to stack them together more without going off the rails
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · postwhat do you find intrinsically valuable (vs instrumentally valuable to get something else you actually value)?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@StevieKomputer @nickcammarata ummm..? 🧐
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@voooooogel ooo haha ok thanks now i'm curious- has anyone come up w a good LLM self awareness vector that isn't so human self awareness?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@nickcammarata yeah haha idk why twitter isn't clearing the deleted ones for me tho, i thought it usually would on refresh
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@CyrusOfHearts @voooooogel ah thanks!
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@nickcammarata also, lol twitter... https://t.co/KRkSWHLkuV
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@nickcammarata 🤔🤔🤔 i think ai is interesting n fun! it did make old SWE job feel kinda pointless tho so i quit...
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@StevieKomputer @breaking2morrow haha metaphorically or ...?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · repostRT @SmokeAwayyy: Member of Technical Staff https://t.co/Tl0gwNiLFU
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · replyalso where can i read more about control vectors? i have vague understanding but not enough to say anything intelligent abt them
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote🤣🤣🤣 tbh team coomer here, i love the scrappy insanity of open models running on whatever hardware ppl can scrape together
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@StevieKomputer @breaking2morrow lol awww thanks 🫶 tbh like 4 ppl DMed me so now i'm too overwhelmed to be sad exactly.... but i do need to log off for awhile
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@tommynotcruise 🥺
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@RokoMijic lol... marriage can be a path to it... or would that not work for you?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@spatialweeb not to mention geoengineering and new ag technologies and ...
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quotehahahaha same seriously tho
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@bobz44 idk i think it is true for me right now
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@stars_anni yes, sigh... but the twitter ones all blocked me during the chaosprime debacle so now i don't see them at least
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · posteveryone i care abt being depressed on the same day... guys unsync ur periods i can't deal
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@PartyAunty - go to all the SF parties w twitter ppl, invite them to stay w me in DC n the mountains, try to get Bezos mansion holding regular parties - invest the other $50M thru those founder & VC connections & spend my time getting involved vetting & promoting my investments
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@PartyAunty haha fr someone asked what i'd do with the money and- - invest a good chunk in diversified portfolio for ongoing income, maybe $30M? - spend $20M on real estate and construction so i have a place in SF, a rowhouse in DC, and a mountainside retreat w lots of guest space
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote💔 aww, sucks when this sort of things happens
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@tautologer lol sounds healthy; i should try it
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@generic_void @a_musingcat yeah i was gonna say the same thing! how can you sleep!? i had the best sleep recently when i gave up n ate ice cream; but otherwise... maybe kinda listless n grumpy at first but not sleepy
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@oren_ai yeah, I mean I think it is truly well-meaning, I just really have to figure it out for myself and when they push and I push back then I'm back to feeling very negative about doing anything
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@swdevservice lol no never did, thanks
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@oren_ai possibilities and well meaning ppl seeing me adrift and pushing me towards this or that option, or just "do anything"
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · replyi've found that i know best what i want when i've cleared space in my life / mind for something new, when i have some emptiness... but if guarding that emptiness turns into it's own job then it's not as effective
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · repostRT @mattyglesias: Because Trust Fund exhaustion is now only eight years away, if you want to do benefit cuts to forestall it you can’t dela…Archive text may be incomplete
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@DanielleFong oh yeah that's true too, the other side - being grateful and not treating the unconventional lifestyle as somehow intrinsically superior can be fine
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · postit is difficult to simultaneously assert NO and also find desire for yes
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@DanielleFong yeah - and sigh i really respect a rebel who's able to generate enough income for the lifestyle they want; it's mostly just in combination that begins to feel like being taken advantage of
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · postreally irritates me when hippies / artist types simultaneously sneer at people living conventional risk averse productive lives and yet take for granted the support of friends & family who have more money & resources precisely because they made those choices
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@elaifresh and yet none of these ppl are e/acc?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@charmhedge 😏 yeah... tbh there is growth to be found there
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · postnot all drama is created equal
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Pathless110 yeah exactly I'm surprised the street is so empty!
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@RokoMijic @kylebrussell haha yeah yeah 😜
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@fentpot would the secret itself not destroy your soul?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@chrisgardenuk that much more money opens up new possibilities that aren't realistic w just a bit more income.... i'd probably get a small place in SF and go back and forth, and expand my construction plans and buy two neighboring properties to host more friends near Harpers Ferry...
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · replyand otoh, having ur own pile of cash makes you a more comfortable friend for other ppl with money- who are often very interesting ppl and potentially great new friends... hopefully i could get the Bezos DC house hosting regular salons
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · replylike, it would probably cause some relationship strains- to be asked to pay for things and have to decide what feels right and be assertive, some ppl won't be happy with my decisions, inevitably... but i really do think my immediate family n close friends would be cool about it
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · repostRT @BasedBeffJezos: gm https://t.co/KN05B3OBcb
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · replyand i think ppl are too paranoid and loss averse in their reactions- saying they'd keep it secret and not change their lifestyle... ofc I would put it to use- accelerate my goals and open my mind to more possibilities and imo being mysterious creates distance w friends
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quotehahaha and yet I did say Yes, because i honestly think i could
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote😏 me & who?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@10x_er haha! certified 10xer! 🫡
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · repostRT @repligate: @AndrewCurran_ @mimi10v3 Let's heal with beauty and save the universe
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · repostRT @repligate: Presented without comment 🤍 https://t.co/ZS1u2U6KBd
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@10x_er and one loyal reply girl?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quotefunny thing is this works as a filter even when talking about it- men who want mutual enjoyment are reassured by the idea
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · repostRT @nobuhojimichaan: @venusreminders mmm ' what works for me is having faith in my body and asking my body whether to accept what other…Archive text may be incomplete
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Nominus9 @bamboo_master_m litigious culture leaning on emotional appeals & that we're generally bad at statistics to extract large payments from malpractice insurance?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@will_from_mars_ 🥺 yes, but it can feel bad when you try to do this by giving what you can and taking as little as possible and it ends up just setting expectations that ratio will continue rather than like building up goodwill for future times when you need to take more
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@MasterTimBlais lol must've been added to roonchat awhile back
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@ToliverOVA my likes are public...
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Nominus9 ehhh, all the more reason to extract maximum insight from whatever imaging ppl do get done (and sigh the price is somewhat related to patents & our healthcare system not necessarily the actual cost of doing it)
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote👀 yes please!
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quotetbh criterion #1 is whether i find him like, endearingly funny when being himself
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@atroyn 🤔 maybe it's there to scare away Pause AI protestors, given the Basilisk.... 😏
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · quote😏 are they *trying* to attract the attention whores who want to be immortalized in the dataset?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@BillyM2k Susan on the "keep ur enemies close" philosophy (and for the gossip)
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@Paul_Melman @rob_mcrobberson what would you suggest in this case?
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@charmide ha it's fine just observing that all the gender discourse had me thinking maybe i should transition and like that was unsettling...
- Mar 21, 2024Twitter · reply@immanencer i a ami