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- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · repostRT @Soulspeakers1: I bring you light🧡 https://t.co/tRiB0gBymV
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@IterIntellectus kinda yes kinda no- imo, at least for bipolar, the most important thing is light exposure n gentle exercise- basically going for walks in nature during the day and avoiding bright lights at night
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · quote*this* so so much- i tried a lot of therapy when i was in my teens and early 20s but i always felt *worse* for the experience, it never seemed to do anything except make me relive everything awful i'd ever experienced
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · repostRT @GSVBemusementPk: Why hasn't far more effort been put into learning to speak or at least understand Whale or Dolphinese?
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · repostRT @the_aiju: if you actually pay attention to people it can be pretty obvious what is and isn’t trauma. it’s a sometimes subtle but usuall…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · repostRT @0xEthanS: @prmshra You can just gaslight yourself into any emotional state if you try hard enough
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@Archadius7 lol my community garden needs repairs before spring 😅
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@SurrealistShip haha true wrt oreos etc, i just don't eat them much these days, doesn't seem healthy... my main sweets are the chocolates 🤔 ig can give that up
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@testaccountoki i love you 🫶
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@DonatelloChris yes https://t.co/75QXKl4BnC
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@SurrealistShip hmmm 🤔 i mean, it's tricky to find vegan sweets but if someone goes out of their way to find them for me i don't wanna say no... and fruit and the icky vegan protein cookies and bars are sweet ... i do love dark chocolate & peanut butter cups but lol PMS w no chocolate, really?
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@SurrealistShip so looks like sweets maybe? how do you define that tho?
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@SurrealistShip don't swear much, already cut back soda to very occasional as part of no caffeine... alcohol gonna stop except occasional drink at social events where it's expected, mostly bec calories... speeding, lol tesla insurance has mostly stopped me and otoh i want to keep up w traffic
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · replyoh also: - vitamins: D, Super B, magnesium - trying to remember to use my Apollo Neuro again - reading books not just twitter also on abstaining list: - news - tv & movies except as social activity
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@SurrealistShip lol but i've been a vegan for ummm more years than i care to admit 😅
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@SurrealistShip what should i quit for lent?
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · replyotoh practices i try to do: - walking / jogging / rowing (ie some exercise but not very intense at present) - sane sleep schedule - attending quaker meetings - foam rolling & self massage
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@schaumuniversum hahaha i added 4 since i wrote this tweet!!! hazard of e/acc mod duty- finding cool accounts to follow
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@JudiciaIreview hmmm 🤔 i don't think so? just the usual food/sex/sleep/twitter(social interaction) i've been feeling guilty and flawed, which is why i'm questioning
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · quoteexisting things i don't consume / do: - smoking or vaping - video games / pc games - gambling - non-vegan food - porn - drugs or meds other than half strength bupropion & vitamins - caffeine ex. tea & rare intentional use - more than 3 drinks in a day (prob gonna stop drinking for awhile again oth than a drink or two at social events?)
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · postpsa: long replies (past the 280 character limit) do not send notifications to the person u r replying to. pls thread longer thoughts instead so i will see them! 🙏
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@bhohner yeahhhh i'd love to find someone who does emdr + somatic stuff... recently was recommended to see @DeanyLaliotis who mentions somatic processing in her videos on emdr... but she isn't taking new patients rn so looking for other options 😞
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · repostRT @csteadone: the true unregulated currency is not bitcoin but Amazon vouchers
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · quote🥰 love to dream of u 🫶
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · reply@AmosTheSeer sigh ur right i should go for a run, idk how it got so late...
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · quotefeeling some impulse towards silence and/or fasting and/or some other sort of self denial... can't decide if it's coming from a healthy place tho 🤔
- Jan 30, 2024Twitter · quotelol, i don't seem to lose followers when others complain abt bot culls... nocoiner femme account doesn't attract bots perhaps?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@generic_void thanks will do 🫶
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@iron_redux stay anon, never facedoxx even in DMs... this is my longtime policy anyway
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@HephaistosF mmm i think current memes wrt vulnerability are lacking nuance / misleading... showing ur throat to the wrong person just gets it cut
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@JudiciaIreview yeah i used to think so but weirdly ppl don't seem to ask
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@wedoforgive 😅 seems unwise, attracts attention i don't want
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@wedoforgive hahaha never, unless perhaps AI generated
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · postdoes anyone have experience w EMDR or related therapy for addressing past trauma? what's your experience? and, any suggestions for finding a therapist in the DC area?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@CyrusOfHearts lol terrifying thought ... i have forever alone insane "standards" as previously discussed lmao
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@CyrusOfHearts 😏 sounds about right
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · postif ur one of the 2884 ppl who's opinions i value.... what would you like to see more of from me?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@losingcontrol23 lol... yeah, what label should i use instead?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · quoteadd to the evidence that i am a man
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@astralmatrix i have 3 decks but don't love any of them... have been working on AI art for a deck of my own, but still unfinished
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · repostRT @lumpenspace: This is the way the world ends This is the way the works ends Not with a wimp But with a banger
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · repostRT @sullyj3: Which is more true? A. Being hot means there's less of a requirement for you to be charming, stunting your personality B. Be…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@_masterofwolves haha yea i could never stay away for long 😅🫶
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · postbecause i didn't have enough books already 😅 received yesterday just before it was mentioned in Meeting *again* ... i am so curious to read it https://t.co/4g8x3wGHwg
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@Another_name2 lmaooo yeah Beff vs Gill distinction for years...
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@vanjajaja1 hmmm, i've been coasting for quite awhile but not totally doing nothing until recently because i felt stuck... maybe just needs more time 🤔
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · postif you ever don't want to answer a question, be the first to ask it instead
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@vanjajaja1 how long does it take / how do you know which way to start moving again? (I've been doing nothing wrt career for a few months now and still don't feel clarity or alignment)
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@aeyokay 😞 this is a difficult lesson, letting things go and being ok when i see them propagate or come back on me, but still knowing it is better not to fight every battle
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@StevieKomputer lol yes!
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@AmosTheSeer letting go of fear is maybe easier said than done? how?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · quotehow do you increase your internal alignment?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · repostRT @megs_io: the tender embrace of shoggoth https://t.co/RCNns59YJ7
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@Marlamin lol looks kinda cool tho, now i want shoes like that
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@X421T 🫶 needed a break, but i do always come back lol, addict that i am....
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · repostRT @RokoMijic: Is there a standard theory or account of how you would re-wire democracy such that it actually worked properly?
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@HephaistosF @caesararum @NaamahOrual @chopstickfury01 @Cererean 👍
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · reply@aspergtame lol 😅
- Jan 29, 2024Twitter · postwhat's your philosophy wrt what to share on social media vs what to keep private?
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · quote@AmosTheSeer @JaelRuble @generic_void @beffjezos does my mug count?
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@provinghuman 🫶 thanks!!!
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · repostRT @helifliMorten: Good day from Norway. https://t.co/ECRstq5WSi
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@SRtwofourfour omg so so true!
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@a_musingcat neither 🥰
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · quotevery cool 😎
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@DAtD_life 😅 no, but he actually connected us
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@thezahima very occasional use 👌
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · quotelol, i had resigned myself... and then found a man who is likeable enough to motivate me to reconsider 😻
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@aspergtame haha 🫶
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · repostRT @IgorBrigadir: turning down the music volume so I can taste the food better
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@RokoMijic lol but ALSO i've found e/acc generally safe n friendly to me n other misfits
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@WillowChem @LabGrownNeet i mean "everyone" is too strong but yes i think a majority are cis by default
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@HTTPSNoWhere @AvaGPT again 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅 (not *only* because he's smart but like, dumb gives me ick)
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@sophianegativa yes somewhat, but also not 100% of the time and maybe not if you or your "type" is particularly nonverbal/anxious
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@LabGrownNeet lol and i think most cis women waking up as men would be psyched
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@HTTPSNoWhere @AvaGPT 😅😅😅😅😅😅
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · quotedoes being known feel mortifying? occasionally mildly embarrassing yes, but mortifying?
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@piva_jonas @foomagemindset i actually find this a very frustrating facet of diagnosis- how much negative impact on ur life? -> ppl who have the same neurotype but better coping skills / more privileged lifestyle are not given the label
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · repostRT @default_friend: @DollPariah what if Twitter e-girls aren't even e-girls they're some other hitherto unnamed category
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · quoteomg Berduck!!! 😻
- Jan 27, 2024Twitter · reply@lumpenspace autism-autism or bpd-autism? 😏
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@CConnorMahoney haha welcome... we're a community trying not to fall into the usual bad-cult centralized patterns of gurus and groupthink
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@DAtD_life eh, there's nature in other places too (tho yes alaska is gorgeous!), was curious what else there is to do
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@foomagemindset haha yeah that too, i was thinking abt the question of why disclose it to friends & etc, and why know & identify w ur diagnosis vs just be given meds and not think about it further
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@cheascake exciting!! good luck hope the gauge comes out right!
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · replylike, i find the label "bipolar" very useful for explaining my tendency to have weeks of highs or lows w noticeable shifts in energy / judgement / socializing / creativity... and for identifying lifestyle interventions that will tend to help vs tend to be disruptive for me
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · postdiagnosis as a way to acknowledge a potentially problematic pattern of behavior and invite feedback and take responsibility vs. diagnosis as excuse for not addressing pattern of problematic behavior and demanding special treatment and lower expectations
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@SelonNerias he has a twitter account w some overlap w mine yes 😊 but these days he's mostly just focused on AI & kinda laughs at my egirl tweeting
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · repostRT @IterIntellectus: centered https://t.co/1vVxE1KZ3S
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@DonatelloChris @bayeslord haha fr tho, better model of human relationships for both matching & relationship advice to help ppl stay together happily...
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@EagleOnMars hah! i currently have two different apps to turn my lights on
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@a_musingcat i'm a superfan!
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@ESYudkowsky sigh, 24 follower account who has never identified as e/acc and also follows Rob Bensinger... not strong evidence imo
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@Nexuist yep lol, play some cooperative reply game n win moots who will happily read ur tweets
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · reply@guillefix thank you!!! 😊
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · repostRT @xlr8harder: OpenAI needs a clear deprecation policy for their embedding models before it makes any sense to invest substantially in usi…Archive text may be incomplete
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · repostRT @BasedBeff: Grindset is the best form of contraception
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · quote@georgejrjrjr @StatsLime otoh....
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · quote@georgejrjrjr @StatsLime https://x.com/basedbeff/status/1502185696580325376
- Jan 26, 2024Twitter · postjust got labeled "possibly a bot" by gpt summarization bot .... i am human i promise!!!