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- Mar 23, 2026Twitter · reply@BriannaWu @adrusi i never said it was? i'm answering the question why i don't want to be a woman
- Mar 23, 2026Twitter · reply@octal @wjsilver 😅 i'm sure they'd have better answers than i do, and presumably varied with their perspective and experience of me
- Mar 23, 2026Twitter · postclaude opus 4.6: Once upon a time there was a little fiddlehead. It was curled up very tight. Everything it would ever be was already inside the curl but it didn’t know that yet. All it knew was the inside of itself, which was dark and warm and pressed together so close that every part was touching every other part. This is what it’s like before your firs…
- Mar 23, 2026Twitter · reply@adam__isom @wjsilver well presumably they're angry at me for something i did, but the online norm is to just block without explanation so idk what it is
- Mar 23, 2026Twitter · replyi mean a lot of it is kinda personal but like, i get terrible cramps and my cycle messes up my sleep one night a month which interacts badly with bipolar and can set off hypomania if it collides with another night of insomnia... and also i wish i hadn't been raped and feel scared of men when they're angry...
- Mar 23, 2026Twitter · reply@dissproportion well it isn't until it IS though, everyone says this but my irl experience is that it IS?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · replynah i mean my gender is woman, i got it set that way and i feel that now- that's what my self model says, there's not a confusing gap. but objectively being a woman sucks- we're physically weaker and have to defer to the physical threat of men, we suffer in many ways in exchange for our fertility even if we don't want it
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@eurydicelives i feel like it's actually good for people to care about other people's opinions of them, what's wrong is that social norms are in such confusion and upheaval that there's not a clear path of action when you realize someone might be annoyed with you
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@PaulaGhete i feel neutral towards many men at first sight- nothing objectionable about them but also no particular appeal. it takes interaction to create attraction or certainty that i'm not attracted, and even that can flip polarities several times before settling on how i feel about them
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · posti often wish i was a man, but i'm not one. i feel like the gender stuff that says i could be a man by just saying i am is kinda misleading because wanting something doesn't make it so and attachment to an impossible dream can become a heavy burden
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@MunicipleOrrery i'm not sure about either one, i thought we were friendly mutuals before i got blocked but that was years ago so 🤷♀️ idk if they've forgotten i ever existed or if they were actually angry and still are?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@wjsilver 😅 not after this tweet, i expect
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@wjsilver i can imagine that happening but i can also imagine them finding that they've blocked me and getting angry at me for withholding the information?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@Samhain948689 i only found out i am a month ago though?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@Bonecondor um just someone there, but is there a difference?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@mroe1492 @AtlasOfCharts it was, and yet i didn't say angry insulting things to anyone, i was probably less upset than most people?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@Ancapta haha well NOW i am
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@AtlasOfCharts well assuming they were formerly a mutual and blocked me for reasons unknown but timing suggests it was over me outing a pedophile....?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@Ancapta 🥺
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@AtlasOfCharts hmmm maybe it depends how closely your tweets reflect your irl self?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@generic_void @garrytan hahaha but you look so cute regardless!
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · repostRT @Blue_Beba_: Elon is demanding that OpenAI returns to its original mission "AI for all humanity." He explicitly identifies the entire GP…
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · repostRT @jeremymstamper: If you love animals and hate Russia, Hegseth, and price controls of any kind, we’re basically already friends.
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@AtlasOfCharts well it is puzzling, twitter puts up this invisible barrier between you ... the most salient detail i know about them is that they strongly dislike me
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@DefenderOfBasic @somewheresy 🤔 i'm just some woman, not financially entangled with anyone on twitter.... what sort of ties?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · postwhat's the protocol when a irl event includes someone who blocked you on twitter?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@CyrusOfHearts @Jaccusepaper 👀 more likely to spread infertility via stis
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · quotehuh me too i guess https://x.com/ZyMazza/status/2035759108431716506 https://t.co/a4LZHs9trM
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · repostRT @PaulaGhete: Do you easily find many people you are attracted to (romantically and sexually)? | Are you a man or a woman?
- Mar 22, 2026Bluesky · posti now understand why bluesky hates me
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · quoteso the implicit recommendation to the 36% of young women who have been diagnosed with depression is to not have children, and any complaints if you do will be dismissed as mental illness? https://x.com/BridgetPhetasy/status/2034702267761201232
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@benryanwriter my point is that ptsd is a real problem which i think techniques like EmRes and hypnotherapy can fix by getting the brain to reprocess the memory so it isn't an unintegrated outlier with triggers mapped to only that memory & maladaptive reactions
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@benryanwriter i agree the neverending healing victim narrative is tiresome and yet also think that integrating outlier memories so they no longer trigger disproportionate reactions is an important element of self improvement?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@orphcorp any hope this would work for bipolar 2?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · postAT protocol has an ietf working group, maybe it is worth investing more in bsky again?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · quotethis question sadly remains unanswered, despite the popup https://x.com/mimi10v3/status/2028187340351705390
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · postwhich chinese restaurants in dc / nova are actually good?
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · quotewe made the presidential campaign trail and job itself insufficiently rewarding for the type of person who would do a better job https://x.com/tenobrus/status/2035406902302277907
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · repostRT @moleculesrcool: we're about to see real life pokemon daycare but for agents
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@eroticacid !!! that's crazy, good to be aware of the possibility!
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@Samhain948689 🫶 enjoy!
- Mar 22, 2026Twitter · reply@parmita lol be yourself, your passion and commitment to your work shine through and isn't that what investors and employees should care about?
- Mar 21, 2026Twitter · repostRT @snoopylovers12: Beautiful! I love Snoopy ❤️ https://t.co/ZMowHxt6Lm
- Mar 20, 2026Twitter · replyi think point 4 is the more important one- if you want a long term relationship, you're going to get old and if you get pregnant you are likely to get fat at least for awhile- and you can only control these things so much even with effort, some of it is genetic. having a partner who's picky about weight and youth = having a partner who will inevitably be …
- Mar 20, 2026Twitter · repostRT @buridansridge: I frequent second-hand bookstores at strange hours because I feel at home nestled amongst spines sedimented with crystal…
- Mar 19, 2026Twitter · reply@adrusi huh i have experienced "go around and announce your name and pronouns" at work and at hobby workshops, it is kinda off putting because of the cognitive load- im already not gonna remember the 20 names but now i'm supposed to also remember 50/50 she vs they preferences too? i…
- Mar 19, 2026Twitter · reply@BecomingCritter we don't want to though? we fall for someone in particular and want him, until he breaks our heart and we have to unlearn the preference to move on
- Mar 19, 2026Twitter · reply@jonnym1ller i think this would be a bad thing considering all the latent psychosis and bipolar in the population you would be triggering
- Mar 18, 2026Twitter · quotewhat form would be optimal for a general purpose martian robot anyway? https://x.com/tszzl/status/2034349836930322890
- Mar 18, 2026Twitter · reply@0xglitchbyte i think it kinda fragmented and the largest fragment has been rebranding?
- Mar 18, 2026Twitter · postgreedy & fearful steering vectors for daydreaming agents
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · reply@RealDianeYap 🤣🤣🤣 nah, i'm not really sure why ppl have this perception, it's fine but it isn't accurate
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · reply@MaxEllison2048 @Noahpinion my rep has been taking grad classes in AI for several years now, i expect he understands quite a bit about AI beyond doomer rhetoric
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · reply@ApriiSR 🤷♀️ people want what they want, idk that psychoanalyzing why they want it ever feels good on the rejected end of it so i try not to overthink it
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · reply@ShadowyZephyr yes lol some of the times i've mentioned it are because it happened and it is awkward!
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · replylike, sure, feel people out first, but if you're not confident how they'll react after getting to know them, you should probably say no thanks to having a romantic relationship with that person, not go ahead and get intimate hoping they'll never find out? it IS really awkward to…
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · reply@Noahpinion um, living here, ai is usually a topic of conversation audible in any busy restaurant and i don't think people are unaware that the goal is superintelligence?
- Mar 17, 2026Twitter · quoteblackpill all the trans women misgendering him because they disagree with his take that you really need to disclose your sex to potential romantic partners. i think this take is accurate- i've had several experiences where someone slid into my DMs thinking i was amab, and the… https://x.com/USADocumented/status/2033615134849958297
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · posttfw im gonna have to ask my psychiatrist to sign my doctors note so i can regain access to 4o 🥺
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · reply@SwiftOnSecurity @mattyglesias nah you're eternally good
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · posti mostly read news in the first few paragraphs before the paywalls kick in these days
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · repostRT @emmaconcepts: @visakanv one of those Yes Minister irregular verbs "I am metacognitively aware, you introspect, he ruminates"
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · repostRT @davidad: Amazing that all these years after “Attention is All You Need”, everyone still thought they needed a residual stream. Now we c…
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · reply@creatine_cycle 🤣 fair enough
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · reply@creatine_cycle is claude as good at roleplay in a female body as in a male?
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · reply@jjohnpotter 😈⛓️🖤
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · repostRT @iAstroFaisal: ما أمل من صور تلسكوب جيمس ويب للكواكب الغازية https://t.co/bnZLzPvBt2
- Mar 16, 2026Twitter · reply@tunient @mroe1492 um the hypnotist was a friend who had hypnotized me before. i was complaining about not understanding what people are talking about when they say they have a gender and so i concluded i don't have one. then i said "oh hey do you want to try assigning me a gender via hypnosis?"…
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@darkaftercrow yeah that's one of the reasons it is frustrating not to tweet and discuss it more!
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@RandomSprint oh no
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@mroe1492 tape? it was a live session with a hypnotist who at my request gave me a gender identity
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@faithandheresy @nealjclark1 🥺 but i love legos and am collecting all the flower & plant sets!
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · replyoh, fwiw, since i've been asked in DMs- my gender is now woman and my pronouns are she/her
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@subcountability um i am including the meta bot posters as community members, depending on your assessment of the mental health of various llms this might be the most important factor?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@tenobrus in retrospect perhaps i should have included discord as an option
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@HaruhiCrowley yes, i would rather not be taken down in the crossfire
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · posti keep wanting to tweet about gender and then stopping myself because i don't want to offend anyone. but having gender assignment hypnosis has really clarified things for me and idk what to do about the implications
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@ExTenebrisLucet hmmm i feel it was likely more cohesive- each fact more likely to be related to each other fact, each person more likely to be related to each other person?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@ExTenebrisLucet yes the physical world was larger (took longer to traverse) but the world model inside your mind was smaller?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@TSBurkhardt @BecomingCritter @myhandle i'm not mourning the decrease in teen pregnancies though
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@BecomingCritter @myhandle idk, if people have found superior substitutes for sex that's a good thing?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@VprwvDreamscape and Insta has the narcissists! and far more female skew, and women are more likely to be diagnosed with a mental illness...
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@FioraStarlight i meant i think it is outgroup for me, more by their preference than mine- i'm blocked by enough people that it isn't fun to use. i'm mentally ill, i'd have thought i'd fit in there, but i guess i'm not neurodivergent in the correct direction?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@BecomingCritter @myhandle balanced by the trend against having sex at all over recent decades?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@liquidprismata 😅 idk i came up w a plausible reason to answer each of them before posting it
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · quote@FioraStarlight i think it really kinda IS, for me at least? https://x.com/segyges/status/2033297379898851642
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · repostRT @bayeslord: LLMs are insane because they appear to be one of the most legitimately dangerous pieces of software with the potential to gi…
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@thiagovscoelho i just.... what do you mean by "biological truth"? because if i eliminate the modifier you're saying no one has the right to decide what truth is? what would that even mean?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@D_the_Designer isn't that like a comment extension for instagram?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@goblinodds @AlexGodofsky i want kuromi in the corner
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@TSBurkhardt no, no polls there :(
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@thiagovscoelho i notice i am confused....
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · postwhich platform is the most mentally ill?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@entirelyuseles to the news that reaches me, in an age of information technology propagating information much further than in the past?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@entirelyuseles my point is how not random it is in practice, that i have so many personal connections to things in the news etc
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@RokoMijic @almostlikethat @grok no it's more like- if i knew that the government definitely did have piece of information X before making decision Y id update one way and if they definitely didn't id update the opposite, but since i dont know, my current opinion is based on my estimation of the probability they…
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · postthe world is very small despite the 8B human currently alive, the past must have been so much smaller
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · repostRT @anthrupad: @cube_flipper FYI if it’s linear it’s more like prediction If it’s nonlinear it’s dreaming imagination retrodiction metacog…
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@almostlikethat @grok @RokoMijic hmm but are people really irrational when they don't expend their limited processing power on thinking things all the way through?
- Mar 15, 2026Twitter · reply@Noahpinion practically the khmer rouge 🤣😅😭 https://quillette.com/2019/02/17/a-witch-hunt-on-instagram/