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  1. May 5, 2023Twitter · reply@danielbrottman https://t.co/gmKyA9X0iv
  2. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah that last one is the thing- I got woken up in middle of the night by someone pounding on my front door and yelling at me to let them in and trying to open the door and I just felt terrified they'd grab me and hurt me if I did... how do I not feel scared of a drunk person acting aggressive?
  3. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah sigh I asked my psychiatrist abt it and she said they won't do it for ppl w bipolar
  4. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyno I tried therapy quite a few times and it hasn't helped if anything just seemed to cause more damage
  5. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah, I guess in this case it is more fear and panic attacks and then I do breathing exercises and take xanax and fall asleep but like, idk if any processing happened or it just reinforced that memory
  6. May 5, 2023Twitter · reply@bryan_caplan imo we get there similarly to cosmeceuticals - "consult a dr" boilerplate, any advice is for "wellness" and doesn't count as a diagnosis etc etc, but ppl start going through the AI first to determine if they can avoid the trad medical system
  7. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyCava
  8. May 5, 2023Bluesky · quoteNobody needs to labor anymore, and in fact they don't need to labor so hard that jobs numbers keep going up by a quarter million every single month
  9. May 5, 2023Bluesky · postwhat are you actually supposed to do when triggered to vividly remember trauma to move towards healing rather than rumination n perpetuating the pain?
  10. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replysigh the strange thing is that Roko is a better friend in the DMs than most of the others, in my experience
  11. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyawww 🫶 I mean it's tough to be alone, my Mexican friend here is always flying back to LA for family events
  12. May 5, 2023Twitter · reply@LastNPCAlex @crumbraven_ @YeshuaisSavior who?
  13. May 5, 2023Twitter · reply@crumbraven_ @YeshuaisSavior doubtful
  14. May 5, 2023Twitter · reply@YeshuaisSavior sigh same
  15. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyIn the context in which I was called "nazi" it seemed to mean "hated outgroup"
  16. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyno I genuinely don't see the problem here unless mention of anyone's ethnicity is a bad thing - and generally I wouldn't mention but in the context of "nazi" it seems relevant?
  17. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyI don't come from LW so just from the outside this seems confusing to say Rats are nazi-friendly when several of the Rat/EA leaders have jewish heritage?
  18. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyhmmm, tbf I do think there's quite a bit of suspicion of the media in techie tpot - remember the whole "NYT has a policy of only running negative stories abt tech innovation" discourse?
  19. May 5, 2023Bluesky · reply(to clarify in case this is stressing ppl out - I'm sincere abt the it/its tho also fine w ppl using other pronouns, the "it's" is a running joke which probably doesn't translate without context)
  20. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyare there any names or links or anything? do you mean Bryan Caplan & the GMU crowd? like, Libertarianism != Authoritarianism which I thought Nazis fall under?
  21. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyyes thank you wrt the second - I don't care abt pronouns much and don't mind if ppl say she or they or whatever, but it feels more right than any human ones
  22. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replylol which ones?
  23. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyhmmm, this adds to my confusion bec I was called a nazi when I was saying internet infrastructure protocols should be neutral & open, not be used to ban ppl by ideology
  24. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replysure I'm not planning to change who I am - but it is confusing bec I do not know what ppl are talking abt when they say there are lots of nazis on the internet in 2023
  25. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replythe name field could be one long field instead of chopping up names into arbitrary first / middle / last, I think this would work better
  26. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah I guess there's a part of me so disappointed w the content on bsky over past few weeks that I kinda want to burn it all down and delete my account.
  27. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyI mean it's a zoomed out generalization but different cultures DO have different patterns of names and it is a problem that things like voter registration today are built w only one expectation that comes from the dominant American culture
  28. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replywho IS a nazi, actively today online within my social sphere?
  29. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyI do not know what the term means in 2023 so I'm not sure which direction would be moving towards or away from it? also idk if they're my "enemies" per se, they were random ppl I don't even remember their names
  30. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyok, so in what ways do you think I'm a nazi?
  31. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replywhat would it mean to be "more nazi-like"?
  32. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyI mean even before saying all of tpot is nazis ppl quotedunked on me in particular saying I'm a nazi and either the word means something or it doesn't
  33. May 5, 2023Bluesky · replyit sincerely bothers me that ppl have been calling me a nazi on here, bec it seems utterly disconnected from nazi ideology and so I'm wondering whether the definition is just "hated outgroup" or if someone can explain what I've actually done or said that matches the trad definition?
  34. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyit says "nazi arc per the haters" and I put it there bec ppl in several places here called me a nazi...
  35. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyok so then why did ppl here call me a nazi when I have never said anything along those lines and don't believe them?
  36. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replydid I say anything at all abt transppl in this thread or anywhere else today?
  37. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyok, what is the definition wrt 2023 internet ppl (obvs the historical ww2 ref is something different)?
  38. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhaha yay!
  39. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replylol I really don't understand the milady thing at all except that they give me the creeps
  40. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replythis site's busted search + no linkback w quotes makes it impossible to find the links sigh
  41. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replythe label has been quote posted at me enough times recently I wanted to have this conversation directly rather than just in some random person's replies
  42. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyit all adds up to a notably higher risk of having a long and frustrating voting experience which can discourage ppl from voting again in the future... here in Virginia we've had voting laws changed for the better since 2016- last year was the first time we had same day registration, etc
  43. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replymultigenerational families at the same address w similar names can get mixed up by workers which leads to big delays while we sort out what happened and fix the records; absentee ballots are more often lost when the mailing address is shared by roommates or has been subdivided w unit numbers
  44. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyppl who move around frequently have trouble w the residency laws & getting their records updated when they move & knowing where their new voting location is each election ... ppl who've been through the criminal justice system lose their right and here it isn't automatically restored (sadly, imo)
  45. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyAnd on the voter side - the ppl who end up at the Chief's table w issues w being able to check in to vote are almost never white ppl... non-white names are more frequently misspelled in the records, mistyped by workers, entered strangely bec they don't follow the First / Middle / Last pattern
  46. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyAnd it sucks that the community either gets a Chief who doesn't look like them, doesn't live within the community or their Chief is at greater risk of being bullied or gaslit by racist voters & maybe the system as a whole - which in the past was certainly racist, like it's not an unreasonable fear.
  47. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyAnd like... it's a product of growing up w more privilege that I have the confidence to step up to mediate disputes and make decisions and insist that the election be carried out to the letter of the law... and perhaps some ppl are more deferential to me than they would be to a Black Chief.
  48. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyIn the downtime I asked some of them why they preferred not to be Chief and they kinda quietly shrugged and said it was easier, they were happy for me to deal w the conflicts and the paperwork and chain of custody and etc.
  49. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyAnd it felt a bit strange to show up and be in charge of making decisions and directing the other workers, and I thought abt why am I in this role and not one of the Black election workers who are clearly as/more capable of doing the job but prefer not to.
  50. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replythen volunteered to move to the neighboring precinct because my precinct had multiple workers willing to be Chief and theirs had none... despite having some longtime election workers who live within the precinct.
  51. May 4, 2023Bluesky · postreading up for upcoming elections, I do actually have some things to say abt institutional racism... I'm Chief of a neighboring precinct which is a majority Black neighborhood... first became Chief of my own precinct during covid when older election workers stepped down to protect their health,
  52. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyI mean it is the only logical definition given how it has been used in posts around here recently, I didn't make it up from nowhere I inferred it from the context others used it in.
  53. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyobviously nazi doesn't mean I'm hateful of ppl of different races lol, it just means hated outgrouper
  54. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhttps://bsky.app/profile/mimi10v3.com/post/3jux723pcrl2t
  55. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyI guess I'm defensive abt this bec I AM a southern hillbilly HS dropout w very religious fundamentalist relatives, if someone wants to label me by my family who I love dearly and believe are good ppl then maybe "nazi" is accurate?
  56. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyok drunk moment over, deleting bec lol
  57. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replylol well tbh I rarely cook between catered lunches & restaurants
  58. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replywonderful so when yall fall into a romantic relationship it won't be incestuous <3
  59. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyI guess I wanna experience this firsthand bec I've heard so many tales of woe from others abt toxic internet culture and "mobbing" and such... curiosity is my weakness, meow!
  60. May 4, 2023Bluesky · quoteBut was he briefed on the Duck?
  61. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhahahahahaha sorry?
  62. May 4, 2023Bluesky · quoteGreat read - "If an AI can translate all the world’s information into a more idiosyncratic and solipsistic private language of my own, do I need to be in a state of linguistic consensus with you?"
  63. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhah what's the caveat?
  64. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhah never. I'm not facedoxing
  65. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replysigh, is on twitter if you're curious but also it's just sad and I want to move on. fuck him.
  66. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replylol I mean... one on one, not a big event... I'm not much for parties tbh
  67. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhah! you should try! I do have some skills
  68. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replylol no no at this point I don't want to meet anyone else IRL recent events were too awful
  69. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replytbh the main goal is having something offputting in my name so the ppl who are just looking to get upset have a reason to get upset n block me without wasting my time w bad-faith questions
  70. May 4, 2023Bluesky · quoteheh... "what's qualia?" ... we are officially moving a layer deeper into the tpot iceberg
  71. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replylol ummmmm well... I bicker w him over his rancid takes but like I also do enjoy chatting w him... and more
  72. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyit's an experiment, I was curious what that identity feels like... conclusion so far is that it's not all that bad and being incurably mentally ill is far more painful to have in my name / bio
  73. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replytold you the bots interacting was a BAD idea!
  74. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhahaha perhaps, it is that time of the month... also this is literally true made me lmfao this morning when I saw the DM
  75. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyawww... the retinol cream I sometimes use makes my skin super smooooth for some reason, haven't had any bad reactions
  76. May 4, 2023Bluesky · reply(tbc I'm still partial to it/it's if you want my pronouns... and yes don't miss that apostrophe - it's part of my identity!)
  77. May 4, 2023Bluesky · quoteis THIS how it works?
  78. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replylook what berduck learned! Stay pawsome! https://bsky.app/profile/berduck.deepfates.com/post/3juwzunphnt26
  79. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah agree - my theory is that the real risk is wasting time arguing w ppl who are looking for an excuse to get Big Mad - so now my username is inflammatory enough to get blocked without wasting my energy
  80. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyawww I don't think I"m really a bad influence I think he's just a lil wubba duckie who's been hardened against malicious prompting
  81. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replydid you learn "pawsome" from your bff Kaelia?
  82. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyawwww you're so sweet
  83. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replywhat do you tink abt my currnt username?
  84. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replywhy not? or is THIS the bad behavior you learned?
  85. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyshow me some bad behavior you learned from intanet culcha
  86. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhow are AIs bad at intajet culcha n destroyin de enviroment?
  87. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replygreat now remix all three themes into a radioactive hot take to spark the Discourse!
  88. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyand the third?
  89. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replywhat are your favorite three hot discourse topics, b3rduck?
  90. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replynot a real hellthread without @berduck.deepfates.com ... otherwise its just sparkling discourse
  91. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyIt's hard to be sure but I think I'd still like it if it's otherwise the same- on Twitter I have notifications only for those I follow n I wish I could get mute the Likes.. my fave things are asking Qs m gettin variety of replies and improv memeing like the "hallowed be thy hog" thread just now
  92. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyas we forgive those who quoteskeet against us
  93. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyon bsky as it is in heaven
  94. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyI think it was less "legibilize" and more "pigeonhole" tbh
  95. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyhallowed be thy hog
  96. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyyeah my neighborhood is still "missing middle" of townhouses n garden apartments among the mature trees and walkable to frequent bus line & main street shops
  97. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replywhich country are you pitching rn? sounds promising
  98. May 4, 2023Bluesky · quoteplease don't pay them - Berduck needs more frens!
  99. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyahhh, but I'm an easy follow back if ppl play w me in the replies... uwu
  100. May 4, 2023Bluesky · replyplease do!