@LumiFantasy yeah, for *reasons* I tend to get the idk if pursued too directly so I end up in relationships w ppl who are ambivalent abt being w anyone at all
@LumiFantasy ugh, idk = ick, autocorrect has gotten worse
@LumiFantasy also the ones who move on to a new relationship I sometimes feel are keeping in touch as like a backup option or for their ego or something and I dislike that vibe so I maybe do a slow fade rather than be some in quasi emotional cheating triangle
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Reply · Nov 9, 2022@monke_io Idk, just that I’m also attracted to some women but have never had a relationship with one, maybe it’d make more senseReply · May 23, 2023@LumiFantasy being stalked and not given a choice makes me skittish, insecure grabby vibes scare me offReply · Dec 8, 2023@Xenoimpulse a feeling is certainly personally actionable- id never get into a business or personal relationship with someone i felt this way about,…Reply · Jul 29, 2023@somewheresy 🤷♀️ idk, I think ppl idealize romantic connection at the expense of other forms of relationships