@sashachapin @ThinkingBone ahhh, hmmm... I do believe you bec I do experience a range of mental states due to bipolar without mood stabilizers, but I am very wary of letting go... have been pondering this in recent months... https://x.com/mimi10v3/status/1689406401049657345
reminds me, earlier today I was noticing that I've accumulated quite a bit of tension around the self-monitoring part of my mind-body, contrasting with being fully immersed in the moment and losing the self-monitoring sense of separation & desire to control https://x.com/eshear/status/1689384029165125634
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Reply · Aug 9, 2023but also, like lol I developed that for a reason, to rein in the bipolar w countermeasures... but could I let it go? have I sufficiently integrated…Reply · Mar 25, 2024@eulerdomy huh interesting, i feel my introspection n self monitoring comes from learning to manage bipolar without mood stabilizersQuote tweet · Nov 4, 2023😅 like, same... w unmedicated bipolar i feel like there's always a part of me monitoring to ensure my public performance doesn't get me locked away /…Reply · Dec 15, 2022@Shoalst0ne @7te7_ @DeadInformation Lol yeah exactly this is why it seems like the wrong direction, I spend so much time relaxing already! The…