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  1. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@plains_wraith 🤣😅 ok maybe not *quite* that stubborn and difficult.... tho .... sigh honestly? problematic "would"
  2. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · quotehttps://x.com/mimi10v3/status/1725547021950386272
  3. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@getnormality also lol I'm not into perpetual conflict, it's more... someone who's courageous enough to argue w me honestly & productively till things are actually resolved, or at least clear, rather than having weird unspoken conflict- like, I'm intuitive enough to be unsettled by someone w secret resentment & claiming not to be
  4. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@getnormality kinda, I want stubborn bec I am stubborn and I want someone who argues back rather than letting me win when I'm wrong... I want someone who doesn't need me to be small and meek yeah
  5. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · quote🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 https://x.com/DavidDeutschOxf/status/1725500598923989386
  6. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedNorthmathr oh also it's a MidJourney image I made quite awhile back (Piet Oudolf, New Perennials are good prompts for lush naturalistic gardens 😻)
  7. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@lfgist something about how the best designs are the ones that seem obvious in retrospect- like, found a local minima where there's nothing to add or subtract- but ppl forget they weren't at all obvious in the high dimensional solution space beforehand
  8. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedNorthmathr lol idk ios did it, it's actually kinda annoying that i can't see the date but otoh i like the image so i kept it
  9. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@BasedNorthmathr https://t.co/TbGZUVfXr8
  10. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@cacomoneta "just" ... and lol have been there, I don't think younger really works for me
  11. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@Samtanic_Panic 👀 i'm not sure i could bear to know the very worst take i'd agree w
  12. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · repostRT @BasedBeffJezos: America embraces the variance 🇺🇲🚀🤘
  13. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · postsince chat chat is on the subject.. lol, maybe it's too much to ask 🤷‍♀️ https://t.co/tQ9iRkY6Em
  14. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · quotefight vibe collapse 🫶 https://x.com/repligate/status/1725467962507948082
  15. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · postlol love this song so much now I pictured a rainbow You held it in your hands I had flashes But you saw the plan I wandered out in the world for years While you just stayed in your room I saw the crescent You saw the whole of the moon 💕 https://t.co/AOZ49rE9ZJ
  16. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@krishnanrohit also what's w the choice of words- "all day want her call"?
  17. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat dwbi kitten, snuggles
  18. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@repligate 😏 weird that he's tweeting it to the world given his reaction to Roko's infamous post
  19. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@EagleOnMars lila says hi https://t.co/Y3RA1h3SSg
  20. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@EagleOnMars awww i heard that at a restaurant last week, it's so romantic 🫶
  21. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat 🤔 i should give you one of my quilts... have sewn too many lol
  22. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat 🫶 it'll get better ❤️‍🩹
  23. Nov 17, 2023Twitter · reply@Minus3Stdev @a_musingcat sigh... sounds lovely... have not had that in a very long time
  24. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Ceeeeeres 🫶 lol for the better I hope!
  25. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@PartyAunty oh yes i keep thinking abt this so much- that the speed of climate change is causing so many extinctions & can we help move species towards where they'll be better adapted...
  26. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@plains_wraith 😻😻😻 love that, love her.... how she sings w her whole body... her cover of I Want You is one of my fave live performances
  27. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat 👀
  28. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@waxingarcane do you think it's more likely to be planned or unintended?
  29. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@MaxsBigMove 😢 this is one of my favorite things- don't give up, it's magical!
  30. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @visakanv: misunderstanding is the default state
  31. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@nickcammarata yea trail running.... I did have a horse too when I was younger yes
  32. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Unknown_Keys lol yeah with general weird effects like sensation of floating and euphoria, but not time distortion particularly?
  33. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@nickcammarata lol yes, the endorphins overbalance the pain.... eventually muscles start not responding as much and have to concentrate harder or I'll not pick up my feet quite enough and trip over roots on the trails...
  34. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@bayeslord maybe? is there technique for stopping it?
  35. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@bayeslord it happens now and again, i'm not sure why, but is vaguely distressing to feel there's space between the notes that i'm inconsistently aware of... has been for 5 hrs or so now?
  36. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Dogensteardrop i'm not sure, it is just... some moments are sounding in slow motion drawn out and then a bit later it is back to normal speed and then slows down again
  37. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote @slimepriestess I mean it's easy to have rational restrictions for some things- like no same day impulsive international travel or purchases over $1000 unless I discuss it with a friend and they think it sounds reasonable... the problem is the intuitive judgements- like, talking to someone new, can I trust their intentions? someone…
  38. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postlistening to music having that weird issue again where songs i know have a consistent tempo are like speeding up and slowing down in my perception... is there a word for this? or treatment for it?
  39. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote @slimepriestess well i'd need to do two things at once- if i get rid of specific fears & restrictions then i need to not be too trusting when hypomanic - how do i do that? i mean there's meds but they suck for other reasons
  40. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote @slimepriestess for all of that said I don't want to change anything? like, "just don't trust ppl" implies it's a rational thing not an emotional decision skewed by irrational optimism
  41. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote what do you mean in spite of myself? when i'm hypomanic i think everyone is my friend
  42. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote ok so the emotion is fear and the rationalization is i don't want to get raped again because i'm too trusting because i got rid of the fear
  43. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote hmmm my feeling is more that i'm not sure i want to forget / not feel the bad memories anymore because they keep me safe (and probably alone, but nonetheless)
  44. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · replyanother thought that bothers me- minimum viable suffering- that pain and frustration and all of it exist to keep us alive... plus hedonic adaptation, that awareness of improvement fades back to baseline...
  45. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@sidewayskoyote what should ppl be doing?
  46. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat you should do a thread where you hand out diagnoses to all us anons who reply
  47. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Nominus9 lol 😆 justifying your new username (❤️ btw!)
  48. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · quoteoh yeah this is an uncomfy belief i often ignore but accept- that sustained effort is more important than creative talent https://x.com/visakanv/status/1725300948627771836
  49. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @growing_daniel: I’m in an “open” relationship in the sense that OpenAI has open AI
  50. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @Infinituple: Is there more than one layer to reality, if we take everything in the observable universe as one layer?
  51. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · replyand I find it unsettling the amygdala is so involved in decision making and they can detect the decision before you're consciously aware of it... and confabulation- starting w conclusion and creating plausible stories for how you got there and then believing that's the "truth" 😵‍💫
  52. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@MagusGenji @rob_mcrobberson 👀😅 ... you don't wanna know the train of thought that led to this question, honestly
  53. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@IvyAstrix would you prefer if all altruism was emotionally neutral to negative?
  54. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · replyfor me... well obviously the stats on female vs male IQ distribution and young children's play preferences by gender- like, i'd rather believe it's all cultural and bias that can be fixed vs i'm an unfeminine misfit. the belief that shitty & unfair things just happen, vs would strongly prefer to believe there's some deeper meaning in suffering or the…
  55. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · replyoh, by "wishing it weren't so" I mean it would make you psychologically more comfortable to not believe it
  56. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postwhat beliefs do you hold in spite of wishing it weren't so?
  57. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · quotelol.... um, honestly? https://x.com/skooookum/status/1725286813009404294
  58. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postmood https://open.spotify.com/track/6fxVwgRXQgTI3AZiuQlJst
  59. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @anthrupad: they took the mind of god and they only asked it to answer the equivalent of homework questions instead of using their newfo…
  60. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · quoteHe's right- we can learn a lot about ourselves by studying base models that represent humans as we *are* not just aligned to how we wish to be https://x.com/goodside/status/1725278887150506365
  61. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @arctanno: kind of messed up how much more motivated I am to do work after working in person for a few days
  62. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat @AIFutureNow @iamaheron_ never gonna beat the allegations, cat
  63. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @Plinz: Money is not simply a medium of exchange. It’s a self improving global inter human reward mechanism that imperfectly approximate…
  64. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Fangs_Of_God @tushar_saxena lol that would be part of why i'm on twitter rn...
  65. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @frozenfignewton: Realizing I can’t take little afternoon naps with a full time job https://t.co/nAZcA35fyq
  66. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Fangs_Of_God @tushar_saxena i'm not gonna argue about the idea of "diagnosis" and "disease" but the hormonal shifts are real 😜
  67. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@tushar_saxena it's called PMDD
  68. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@thoughtcrime___ ha yeah it's definitely great in some circumstances when waiting is required and i like the socializing overall... but the amount of time i spend on it vs other things....
  69. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postincompleteness as cope, i do this too much
  70. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postidk whether i'm scared to admit i really DO prefer to play twitter than do irl stuff, or scared to admit i don't (and have been massively wasting my time)
  71. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@scarletdeth what's your favorite bad habit wrt disorganized thinking?
  72. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @YeshuaisSavior: Put the "i" in sentence and you get sentience.
  73. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@wordvoid maybe, unless the one running the simulation is on a budget...
  74. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@AlmostMedia @losslandscape 😱🤯 cryptonomicon is one of my faves, idk how anyone could get into it and not finish it
  75. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat yes kitten 🫶
  76. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@TiggerTwo4 @pammalamma oh and I think Buddhism probably has the largest amount of truth within it, but like... ain't nobody got time for that
  77. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@TiggerTwo4 @pammalamma Quaker, largest % truth but not largest absolute amount of truth, I prefer it bec allergic to theology... there's not much consensus Quaker doctrine other than the belief everyone has "inward light" of divine that can and does speak to them directly, and then SPICES consensus ethical beliefs... there's not full agreement on theism…
  78. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@NoncanonicAleae ooo sexy alea with tentacle crown! 😻
  79. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@a_musingcat yeah, also a lot of ppl cultivating this myth to maintain their "very smart" facade while feeling deeply inadequate
  80. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postdo you buy the hypothesis that physics research and/or space exploration risks running up the compute bill for our simulation?
  81. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@DanielleFong 🤣🏴‍☠️ keep up the good work
  82. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Meaningness belief in stuff vs no belief in stuff is more fundamental yeah (and lol i can't decide which side of that i'm on even within one Meeting)
  83. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@Nexuist @squirtle_says 😲 stop trolling us!
  84. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postdating discourse time 😈 if feelings fade quite a lot to vague affection & familiarity, but there's otherwise no issues, the couple should...?
  85. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@PicoPaco17 not suspended but otoh the ppl seeking truth sometimes go about it w suboptimal technique (particularly myself sigh)- emotional truths deserve more weight while still being labeled as feelings
  86. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · quotemade a playlist of the suggestions + some others from GPT https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2JG1EN2E7gK2x1kLbOlJl5 https://x.com/mimi10v3/status/1724965091462746601
  87. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@speakerjohnash yeah lol i figure it's an iterative process, but i liked this output and added a summary to the GPT's instructions to try to increase the odds
  88. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postasked my GPT to "tell me more about your unique ethical code" - feels pretty aligned w me? https://t.co/Hr6Q7zNOwx
  89. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@NoncanonicAleae 😅 consistency has NOT been achieved internally
  90. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @prerationalist: @cashewroasted encoded in the heat coming out of the hard drive when you overwrite the file (literally)
  91. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@AlmostMedia haha but actually...
  92. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@NoncanonicAleae otoh believing false but not impossible facts are possible is a step towards manifesting them
  93. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@profeshkitten Illusions by Richard Bach, as a child my dad gave it to me.. my family was *very* involved in the church and I quietly felt bad for not feeling any faith tho I liked the activities & ppl well enough... reading a heretical take on Christianity given to me by my dad, made me feel ok about thinking differently
  94. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · posttype of girl who's not *quite* rejected Satan (edging schizophrenia)
  95. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @Infinituple: Predators of mind & soul circle like vultures. Feeding on innocence & curiosity, hunting the vulnerable & lost. Stalking…
  96. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@rob_mcrobberson lol same, i don't play but i support it at the park down the street bec lots of ppl do enjoy it and its nice to hear ppl playing when i walk by
  97. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · postsome ppl here are truly living in the future https://t.co/beQCI1d386
  98. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@s0ulDirect0r *one Like from You matters more than all the ElonBuxx in the world* I would like to feel this way about someone again... 🥺
  99. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · reply@breaking2morrow @squirtle_says is this cute/acc? 🦋
  100. Nov 16, 2023Twitter · repostRT @Infinituple: Referring to people as "asleep" and "awake" is very similar to "saved" / "unsaved". People using this variant tend to hav…